Blocked Indigo Energy

by Jeremy Kastner
(San luis Obispo, CA, US)

I know I’m an indigo and there’s something blocking my energy. About 2 months ago, I discovered I was an Indigo through a friend showing me about the ascension on you tube. (I got HOOKED) I watched numerous movies and stumbled upon indigo children, and then I discovered that I am NO DOUBT an indigo adult. (I burst into tears and felt as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders knowing WHY I am the way I am.)
I have what our society calls "A.D.D.". Call me paranoid, but the government has been trying to control it with medications so I don't discover my true power. But now I know why I have suicidal thoughts that I would never act on and a strong URGE to heal people and too many other abnormal qualities to list.

Now that I know that I have a gift, I have concluded that I am in trouble after many failed attempts to perceive and focus energy, and meditate for more than 5 seconds. I cannot for the good life of me FOCUS for any period of time!!
I love everyone, even my enemies... I want to heal people. I feel like I CAN heal people, but I DON'T know how. I feel like there is something in the way...

... and I REALLY don't know what it is.

I want to be my full potential, for I have been completely unable to spread the love I have for all through any means at all.

I need help, I have a very open mind, and I welcome ANY help.

I can be reached at johmeymob AT (email spaced to block spambots)

Thank you very much!

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Aug 02, 2011
help for blocked energy
by: Anonymous

Meditation takes practice. Lots of it, don't I know! The only advice I know to give is: Don't try not to think, just stop trying to think and it comes naturally. 5 seconds really isn't so bad to start, so just enjoy it when it happens and keep trying! Your ability will improve. I also suggest getting a few books on the subject or bing 'meditation exercises' or something similar. You just may find what works best for you on a random search online. For your energy blockage I suggest chakra cleansing. It's a meditation exercise, so it'll help you practice. All joking aside, regular chakra cleansing is an essential practice to good energy flow. There are many methods out there, so look around to find one that suits you. Research and get to know the chakras and maintain their health and your blockage should clear up.
Best of luck

Jan 10, 2010
Blocked Energy
by: Jendigo

I feel your pain! I am going through the same problem you are. I found out I was INDIGO about 4 years ago through a numerologist that I went to see hoping to get the answers about if I was going to be rich and famous one day and all the usual reasons people pay to see a psychic. This time was a lot different as I sat crying over some guy wondering why she was just listening to me and not really giving me the reading I had hoped for she explained to me that I was an Indigo Child and go buy this book and it would give me all the answers. I asked her what exactly was an Indigo and she explained basically it's a generation of kids with special powers and that was it. I never bought the book but here recently I have been researching the Indigos and am very sad myself at the fact I am energy blocked as well it sucks because my Indigo way of compartmental thinking and a mix of OCD won't allow me to stop thinking. Oh I have my episodes of telepathy my intuitive feelings deja-vu and so on but I want to know what it feels like to actually meditate I WANT BLISS! I've noticed staying away from egotistical energy vampires help me stay in the present but I am right there with you I've tried everything and still can not stop thinking and my thoughts spring board I feel like I could be so much more if I could meditate the right way. So if you get any good suggestions keep me posted and I will do the same for you!

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