Born Awake Indigo
To be born awake and alone but knowing you made the choice to come in this way? From the age of 2 is as far back as I can remember. Being an open channel I remember another place where angels, taller than existence, communicate telepathically in a sing-song kind of sound. Their ever repeated messages of everything you ever need is forever written in your heart. I think this is our way back home.
I have always been different in every way you can imagine. I was almost thrown into this existence. I am mixed black and Italian and grew up in an all white family. Talk about sticking out like a sore thumb huh? This was a very abusive arena except for my grand-mother and mother, who both died when I was very young and I was left by my self to survive.
Anyways I have known what it's been like to never fit it anywhere. But it gets deeper upon doing more research about star children, indigo and light-workers. I read the behavioral aspect of children of withdrawn speech. I refused to speak as a child I did everything physically with my eyes.
From a young age I was pretty much lead into the healing and metaphysical realm of healing. I now work as a professional psychic, reiki healer, and astrologer aside from working in visual arts and photography. I'm doing it all by my self. So to the lost ones out there, there is no such word.
For the past 3 weeks more than ever I have been getting a feeling of this connecting back to people from my soul group, maybe its time? Maybe I'm sick of being alone when I don’t have to be.
My name is Courtney I am 28 and from Boston.
I thank the person who made this space.