Confused

by Antigone
(Mississippi)

I don't know how to begin but say for the most part that I'am confused and a bit scared. It all began with the uneasy thoughts that I have been here before. I have done this exact same thing that I'am doing know thats what I always catch myself saying. The feeling that something is about to happen and it always does.

The one that gets me most is the dreams I have. My aunt comes to me a lot talking to me about her kids and how they need help and life and my grandad talking about how he wants my dad to have his car and yea in the end without me saying anything he gets it.

Are me having dreams I call them about my kids I already knew how they were going to look before I had them.

I have plenty more things but I'am so confused I don't know how to put them into words.