I hear you. Growing up has been increasingly hard after my teen years, and nowadays I crave for isolation. I start hating my peers because I can't help but feel most people indulge in stupidness all the time, and I REALLY REALLY can't find the patience necessary to deal with that. I started to make music, it's a bliss. My day to day pain is dealing with useless bureaucracy at work, and people and processes stuck in permanent error and time wasting.
I believe some of you might like my work or relate somehow to it. If you find the time or the curiosity head out to www.myspace.com/thermid0r
I'd be glad to hear what your opinion!
Jan 27, 2008
I Want to Know Myself by: Anonymous
I hate to leave my home . I really hate crowded places . I have no social life either . I don't know how to close myself or protect myself . It's added to my depression . I just found this site and heard about indigo children an adults . I fit all 26 except the happy part but I believe I could be .
Jan 24, 2008
helpful suggestions by: Anonymous
Hi,
I'm not an indigo, but have had some psychic and paranormal experiences, and identify as an anarchist. I found several books to be helpful in understanding connections to nature and paranormal experiences. The first is Derrick Jensen's A Language Older Than Words--this will help you feel less isolated, at the very least. Also, you might try reading Original Wisdom: Stories of an Ancient Way of Knowing. I can't really summarize the book for you (I have brain damage), but for some reason I believe it could help, though I know it doesn't give specific suggestions to help overcome hostile environments.
Hope this helps.
Nov 15, 2007
Building Community by: Anonymous
These issues are common for us. I only wish we could organize ourselves to be together so that we can learn together. I'll be in Colorado in December, may I meet you and your family?
Brian http://samericatravels.livejournal.com sanity2012-anything@yahoo.com
Nov 09, 2007
Help by: Anonymous
I grew up in a LDS town with very little questioning and tolerance for others. I'd suggest getting a ruby mine has helped me for protection against other people trying to take energy from me. When someone is embarrassed or hurt I can literally feel their pain, but you know all of this already. Practice meditating a giant white/silver reflective bubble around you to deflect any unwanted emotions I find that works the best. Before I walk into a place (like a bar or friends house) I quickly cast a bubble of white light around myself to protect from anyone taking or giving anything unwanted from myself. I hope that helps a little. You may also want to practice imaging the bubble around your baby (if she's still inside) practice a white bubble around your stomach, if she's born just imagine it around her body.
Oct 20, 2007
I've Empathy for Your Empathy. by: ZorbaZiv
It's not easy being an empath. Good luck with learning techniques to protect your energy. Thank you for sharing your story.
