First-Wave Indigo
by Debra
(Bexley, Kent UK)
Dear Psychic Junkies, I will attempt to give you my resume' of Indigo experiences old and new! In early 2008, after Googling "Indigo and Crystal", I was presented with a great wealth of information on the subject! It was all very exciting, since I had always been interested in spirituality, religion, science-fiction, the paranormal and occult.
Yet when I dug a little deeper I started looking for Indigo adults, and surprise....I was thrilled to discover much on this topic, proving that there are indeed many of us out there, (including First-Wave or "Alpha" Wave Indigos), born in the 30's-1960's! It's this group to which I belong, (being 49 at the time), and now aged 51 I want to align myself with my true pathway in life in ways that can really make a difference! It is this group as well that need counseling and support, since we have been out there and alone for the longest time.
But having said that I know younger Indigos also have been born into deeply abusive and horrible situations! (As are two lovely young women I know of who were born in the mid-to-late 70's).
I feel like I have always known in some sense of my last previous incarnation on earth, often through bad dreams and frightening reminders and similarities as a young child! I could never sleep with the light off as a toddler and would scream if anyone tried to turn it off! During more recent years, (my 20's in the mid-1980's), I became more aware of the source of my nightmares as Born Again Christian ladies prayed with me, held prayer groups and one in particular counseled me and prayed with me in my own home. She is - I believe an Indigo but in denial, as her Christianity proclaims that Spiritualism is "devil's work", or some such prejudice! But in 2005, after winning a Regression therapy session with a well-known UK psychic magazine, I later learned that I was on the right track with this previous life thing and that my instincts were on cue!
Aged 9-and-a-half whilst undergoing an early life-transforming experience, and worried as hell, mainly due to my mother's scare-mongering pessimism, I was treated to what I'd lovingly call a "God Moment"! It started on a Summer's holiday break with my Nan when I was away from the hustle and bustle of everyday life.
I had this vision of a more beautiful world and of humanity in general transforming itself and fine-tuning. It was really too amazing to aptly put into words! Of course, I was a little disappointed when I grew up and discovered that this wasn't meant for the immediate future, but some way off. (Perhaps 2012 and beyond, more than likely?). This got me through quite an otherwise bleak childhood I feel!
I realized that I was interested in Spiritualism and the super-natural from 11 yrs of age, when our teacher started to talk about this subject, and I became enthralled! At age 11, (October 1969 to be exact), I began regularly seeing this dark figure, or entity (that I never did really discover the origin of), though not through want of trying! My brother too could see this, and he gasped when we saw it's hand switch off the light one night! I had seen this before incidentally.
This entity kept up his nightly appearances almost unbroken until early 1978 when I met my boyfriend (now husband), then it disappeared off the scene!
I joined my local Spiritualist Center in 1999, and it was wonderful! I've had loads of healing from them, as life's been very tough in general and emotionally I've suffered a lot too. I've worked with crystals and I discovered by chance (after someone nominated me), from my SNU, that I had a gift, particularly with my third eye being aware!
During a crystal workshop I experienced another wonderful vision, which seemed to link the past, present and future together, and my Nan and Grandad, (passed to spirit) - seemed to be there with me at the time! This really made my mind up in a positive way!
In the last couple of years I had the good fortune to meet a wonderful lady at a college I was attending who was known as the "White Witch of Paddington"! An amazing empath and lightworker, this lady - RW was also a 7th daughter of a 7th daughter born on Halloween! Sadly, this lovely lady who became my confidant, died and passed to spirit, (disgracefully due to a hospital bug), that I'm still angry about! She passed in August 2006, but I know she's been back to visit me and my family!
During a family short break, whilst I prayed and meditated in silence on a secluded beach in Kent, I prayed for proof that my friend was alright and still around. Well I felt a wonderful presence and lovely sense of something comforting surrounding me! (The photographic proof of this I received on developing that film on 2-12-06, showing a bright shaft of light in the picture).
On my return to the caravan, we noticed a white feather had blown in through the window of my son's room. And as if to provide further evidence, that this was all of us, another white feather blew into through the entrance door of the seating area as we were about to leave the next morning! So yes...I do believe in miracles!
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