I See Indigo
(London Zone 4)
In such a complex existence, it is important to say; I don't know for sure what I am or what my purpose is, or if I am even any more significant compared to anyone else, but prolonged (and ongoing) experience and interaction have only shown me this; that indeed, I am different, never have I been able to integrate deeply within conventional society, or take on board the modern values that many of us conform to without question.
I have never spoke of my experiences in depth, only briefly to a small handful of trusted friends and family.
Throughout school, work and many other recreational places I have felt exterior and not as 'natural' (man's natural environment) as everyone else, if this makes sense.
I have had many lucid and other vivid dreams, some of which have foreseen the future, which is only realized when the particular 'thing or occurrence' has happened in this reality, there are many other strange dreams I have had... but I am yet to confirm possible meanings. I only go by what I feel. Dreams aside, there is still one other characteristic about me that I cannot stop thinking about.
I have read on here about the experiences people receive when closing the eyes.. I would like to relate. As far as I can remember back, I have always seen strange objects and other visualizations when closing my eyes, after some time around reaching the age of 14/15 the same thing appears when I close my eyes which is this;
I thought for many years that I possessed some kind of hallucinogenic disorder, but after learning of the Indigo Children characteristics, The 7 Chakras, The Third eye concept and the Astral Plane it can't be coincidence, there is no way.
So, when I close my eyes I see mostly blackness. However one thing I can see is basically an indigo colored dot, which is very small at first. With some focus, a correct mood and a particular state of mind this 'dot' becomes so much more.
The 'dot' is located literally at the exact point of where the third eye is meant to be (you know where). Usually at night, in bed I try to meditate and focus on the dot, and with all the right components of my environment and being, this dot expands.
As it expands I see definite dark colored figures of people, but cannot identify them.
They do not move fast nor slow, but actually move as if they are physically in front of me, to make it sound easier it is literally the same realistic motion of thing as you'd get on a television.
However, most things seem to move slow and in a sort of floating fashion.
It is as if I am looking up from a cave or kind of dark place and the indigo dot is the sky above me, with those dark figures taking turns looking down at me through the dot. As the dot becomes larger it disperses the darkness as if I am escaping it. When there practically is no more darkness, I see a landscape, it contains a variety of things.
It is extremely complex to always recollect and even explain what I see. Here are some definite things:
Bald people encapsulated within a spherical object that folds open and closed absolutely perfectly in its mechanism. The people seem unconscious.
Strange trans-species beings.
A huge powerful human-like creature (resembles a deity of some kind) sitting on a throne or giant chair overlooking all existence.
From darkness to indigo, more flashes of bright white light come into vision, however these last for a fraction of a second when present.
Various people in different places.
Alongside these, there have been many other things that are simply impossible to describe with words. May I just ad it is difficult at times to maintain focus and the visions can disappear so easily.
So, I don't know if anyone can relate, but please.. all I say is true and proves to me personally that there is some kind of other existence.
I am still everyday and night trying to reach into this indigo colored dot and will start to tune my other chakras; in the hope my third eye will become more active. It may be a gradual process, but I will always keep focusing.
Still, I truly cannot tell for sure if this is significant, but I am drawn to what I see nonetheless.
The world is changing, all this.. Capitalist global greed and development cannot be infinite. The urban land is useless, and only able to survive via transportation and the gathering of the Earth's resources. Status, Finance and any other element that shapes society is nothing more than false methodology to live by. Our true worth is much more, this is what I know and feel.
True respect and love to all, keep seeing.