Im a Crystal / Star Being

by Jamaal
(Atlanta, GA)

I have to collect my thoughts before I write. I have the tendency to over-think everything. hmmmm. This will be the first time I posted a story of my unique power to the world or on the internet rather.

It's really hard to describe myself but I am going to try. I was born into a very abusive relationship between my parents. I would be the only one out of my two siblings to stop them from fighting by just standing there. Everyone wants to pour out their heart to me everywhere I go. I am rather tall and I smile all the time no matter what. I just can't help it, even in crazy situations I smile, funerals, fights, and I love to laugh hard when I laugh. I am very soft spoken and often times told to speak up and when I think I am speaking up, I feel like I am yelling.

Hmm… I hate waiting in lines because I feel that it's not worth my time to just sit there. But I am very patient with people and their problems. I am strongly attracted to stones, especially Rose Quartz. I've always been interested in outer space and wished for the Atlas and Space software for Christmas. I love learning about life and people-watching is my favorite hobby. Yea I am often called weird and I don't like crowds. I like to be alone and I often times visualize gold light and bizarre pictures of things. I really don't know what I want to do in life and I love the concept of material things and time.

Well, this is not really a story but … hmmmm.. I’ll tell you one. I can't express feelings that well but I am loving no matter what. hmmmm.. There is just to much...

I remember in the good old days when I was playing soccer and became the best on my first time. I was scoring 5 or 6 goals a game. All the coach had to tell me was, go score a goal. I was highly respected but I really don't like being praised. I like tossing it to the side, I feel that I should just be a monk sometimes but I do like some physical pleasure. I love the ocean and my favorite animal is the killer whale. I study astrology a lot and I can't look people in the eyes for to long because I begin to stare. But I’m learning more about my origin as I gather thoughts of me as a younger kid. I am 23 now and I began to awaken or became aware of my nature as a crystal child when I graduated college. It’s after that I began to create my own system and that system is. "No limit". But I am beginning to have a bad case of ADD and just want to do everything in the world and often times forget what I wanted to do the next day. I have a big note book I organize my thoughts in but that doesn't work. The stones help a lot but I usually gather energy from one other person. I always had a friend or animal in my presence so I can perform before an activity. Well that’s sort of my story but more like my attributes. Love ya guys. !!