I'm a Indigo Adult
by Catherine Dianna Leigh Morkel
Danneleigh is my name
1 Are intelligent, though may not have had top grades. I have finished school and also did a Secretarial Diploma course, although it took me ages. I do dislike studies according to the system. I’m still struggling and need to get out of this rollercoaster of struggling day to day
2 Are very creative and enjoy making things. I'm artistic, and love dancing. I have a beautiful style of dancing and love to dance on techno music.
3 Always need to know WHY, especially why they are being asked to do something. I long time do not ask people too many questions, its too much a waste of time. I make rap decisions.
4 Had disgust and perhaps loathing for much of the required and repetitious work in school. Absolutely! I hated school and day dreamed a lot and was just glad to be finished from school imprisonment.
5 Were rebellious in school in that they refused to do homework and rejected authority of teachers, OR seriously wanted to rebel, but didn't DARE, usually due to parental pressure. Didn't rebel, just kept quiet and waited for school to finish so I could start with my own life.
6 May have experienced early existential depression and feelings of helplessness. These may have ranged from sadness to utter despair. Suicidal feelings while still in high school or younger are not uncommon in the Indigo Adult. I feel more suicidal these days and just wish my life will change and I start live my dream life.
7 Have difficulty in service-oriented jobs. Indigos resist authority and caste system of employment. I am definitely unemployable! :-)I have no job at the moment. I left my job about 1 month ago, could not take it anymore. I,m to outspoken and I had numerous jobs, so its time for me to be my own boss. Thats why I am building my own SBI. Still struggle with a Niche. I know my niche is Techno music, but to find a name suitable, its heartbreaking to struggle like this..:}
8 Prefer leadership positions or working alone to team positions. Always worked alone where possible.
9 Have deep empathy for others, yet an intolerance of stupidity. The clash between being non-judgmental and not suffering fools.
10 May be extremely emotionally sensitive including crying at the drop of a hat (no shielding) Or may be the opposite and show no expression of emotion (full shielding). Can do both :-) (-:
11 May have trouble with RAGE. I have truely a terrible rage when angered and avoid these always because they make me feel terrible and low....
12 Have trouble with systems they consider broken or ineffective, ie. political, educational, medical, and legal. In the world but not of it. This world is truelly upside down...:})
13 Alienation from or anger with politics - feeling your voice won't count and/or that the outcome really doesn't matter. No point! - In the world but not of it.
14 Frustration with or rejection of the traditional American dream - 9-5 career, marriage, 2.5 children, house with white picket fence, etc. I think to live a life free from slavery is the best.
15 Anger at rights being taken away, fear and/or fury at "Big Brother watching you." Yes, leave me alone! Lived outside the system.
16 Have a burning desire to do something to change and improve the world. May be stymied what to do. May have trouble identifying their path. I am stil struggling to find mine.
17 Have psychic or spiritual interest appear fairly young - in or before teen years. I have a heavy interest in the spirit world and have read all 3 books - Conversation with God - I felt I came home at last after read those books. I understand our world better and feel more tolerance for what is going on.
18 Had few if any Indigo role models. Having had some doesn't mean you're not an indigo, though. I do not know if I ever had one, maybe the chick who gave me the first book on Conversation with God...:)
19 Have strong intuition. Yes, I do have always. I listen to my inner voice especially when I feel danger.
20 Random behavior pattern or mind style - (symptoms of Attention Deficit Disorder). May have trouble focusing on assigned tasks, may jump around in conversations. I definitely know I have ADD. I will do one thing and then I catch myself doing something totally different, the same in conversations.
21 Have had psychic experiences, such as premonitions, seeing angels or ghosts, out of body experiences, hearing voices. I had only one strange dream where I had sex with a beautiful dark stranger and what an orgasm...:)
22 May be electrically sensitive such as watches not working and street lights going out as you move under them, electrical equipment malfunctioning and lights blowing out. I do not wear watches or anything thats not pure gold, silver, etc. My watches gave me a skin disorder, so I stop wearing them.
23 May have awareness of other dimensions and parallel realities. I know there are definitely other beings except us....:)
24 Sexually are very expressive and inventive OR may reject sexuality in boredom or with intention of achieving higher spiritual connection. May explore alternative types of sexuality. I love sex and wish to explore tantric sex to experience my spiritual self with my mate....:)
25 Seek meaning to their life and understanding about the world May seek this through religion or spirituality, spiritual groups and books, self-help groups and books. I have been reading Conversations of God all 3, Anthony Robbins Awakening the Giant inside U and many other books, such a science fiction.
26 When they find balance they may become very strong, healthy, happy individuals. I'm still not balanced. Please help me..!!
Email me at danneleigh @ hotmail.com