Indigo 53

by Joan B
(Dartmouth, NS, Canada)

I always felt "different". As a child I "knew things", felt things. I Knew when people were hurting, knew when they were about to die. I saw it in their faces.

My first experience was when I was 7 or 8 years old. I was sent to the local store to run an errand. It was snowing and I met up with my Uncle who was shoveling snow... I stopped dead in my tracks terrified with the appearance of my uncle. He died that night.
This has been repeated over & over with the person passing within a week.

When my cousin died tragically in a car accident I woke suddenly in the middle of the night and my bed felt like it was shaking. He died that night in another province after being crushed between two cars.

I once read the cards for 17 people all on the same night... 16 of the 17 people had a reading indicating that they knew a person who would die within 6 months except for one girl. There was no indication at all... On the eve of April Fools day I dreamt of that girl...

It was raining I was in my car at a stoplight and she was tapping on the window and beckoning for me to come with her. The next morning I found out she had hung herself.

I never quite fit in with other children I would often "predict" things and couldn't tolerate cruelty (actually still can't). I thought that I had a purpose a reason for being that someday would become clear.

I was happier in the company of animals. The older I get the more reclusive I become. Today's world is so painful and I keep asking…. What is my purpose?

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Dec 29, 2008
by: CelticNightHarp

I know how you feel. I look at today's society, how decadent, commercial, monetary, lost and evil it has become, and wonder "Why did I come here?"

I believe I'm here to learn, but also to teach. To help others and show them to care, to feel, realize, and be more aware. To teach tolerance and to guide others on their paths toward enlightenment.

I feel a big change is to come about in our world within the next few years. That we are here to help it happen, or to make way for it. And although I too prefer the company of animals, I am supposed to attempt to live among people for this purpose.

I hope you come to understand your purpose soon, or that it is shown to you.

Nov 24, 2008
Very True
by: AMB

I know how you feel

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