It’s hard to meditate
I just read your check list for indigo adults and I think that I may be one. I could identify with just about all twenty six things you listed.
I have always known I was psychic or at least somewhat psychic. It runs in my family, my mother is extremely intuitive and sees spirits. Psychic ability in my family goes back even further than Mother.
I have suffered with depression, yet with no one telling me, I came up with a theory that my depression wasn’t my own, and that I could just feel what other people were feeling and their emotions were weighing me down.
Lately certain things in my thoughts will stand out more than others and a second later those thoughts will manifest themselves.
I do find it extremely difficult to meditate and hush my mind. I have bought many books about meditation and psychic development from the time I was 17 till now yet they don’t really work for me. I just can not master meditating.
Does anyone have any suggestions for me?