Indigo Psychic Adult
At the moment I am the happiest little bee around, I laugh and have fun (that's magic in my heart) but my life is....dare I say it Sh.t!...lol...
I came across this site in my search for learning....read the indigo adult list and ticked all of them....now I kinda know I fit into some box and maybe my life can finally find direction. I can feel like the most unworthy-ist of the unworthy yet I often feel divinely important. What rattles my cage is others that live in a trance telling me that I do this wrong or that wrong. I can feel that I am the one living my life incorrectly. I think I have off the wall notions and can feel quite mmmm embarrassed by what I blog after I have pressed the send button, especially if I write something that's close to my true self.
I often feel that I am the only one that feels this way. I have 2 children, my eldest now an adult herself and labeled ADHD as a child. Now I know she is an indigo child. I have battled and battled authorities at every turn, still in battles now. I am tired of battling, I feel everything from bad thoughts to people talking about me behind my back. Paranoia I often feel. I do believe I know the truth, but it is others that lie creating confusion.
I do need to find a way to put everything in its right context and for me to know that what I feel and think is for real. I seem to always trash my dreams and never seem to be able to achieve them. I'm a social misfit at worst, a truth seeker at best. I suppose I need to find the middle medium.....
I am very sensitive to everything around me and my search always consists of finding info on protecting myself, my family the world and the universe. I believe in lots of things that I feel are for the betterment of our children's children. The future world is what we need to protect. Right now however I need to find the light again to guide my way and I hope that this site will have some good tips for me to live my life as what I know now is an indigo adult, so that I can pass that light on to my children xxxx