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Indigo Teenager
by Cheyne
My Nan has always said from the time she first held me as a baby that I was an old soul. I could see things from an early age, mainly angels and spirits, hear things, and had my own imaginary friends who were mystical and powerful. My dad is strongly Buddhist, and didn't get how sensitive I was, or my Mum was either, she's a natural born healer herself. My dad was just focused on his Buddhism. I was teased throughout primary school because I tried to educate my peers on how the grass and trees were alive while they were pulling it out from the roots. I eventually turned away because I cried and I was ignored thoroughly. No one listened, which I hated the most. People acted like dumb and blind fools. I was teased mainly for seeing fairies, and having unwavering faith that they were real, but I was treated like I believed in Santa Claus wholeheartedly while everybody else saw the 'truth' of the world. I was always different from the other children anyway, and this only made me even more alienated. In my disbelief of the others around me, I thought them stupid, and asked my teachers if they believed in fairies and angels, only they too laughed. I was so broken hearted, it quite literally shattered my whole world since after that I blocked out what I saw, not seeing how important it was to humanity, for a total for five years before I reclaimed my clairvoyance and connection with the spirit world. I know it may sound angsty or whatever, but really, whatever. I went into a rage that was so uncontrollable I just wanted to hurt everyone who decided it was okay to hurt others and myself, too, as I've always seen myself as a teacher for others. I was so frustrated and angry because I have all the answers, and if people just took my advice they WOULD NOT HAVE PROBLEMS!! For god's sake, I think when I'm impatient and angry, because I'm pushed to that point where I'm so angry that I just don't get how people seem to not know anything. I see now that's why there are other children like me to help these people, to teach them and help them. I've always had an inner lie detector, too. I can detect dishonesty a gazillion miles away. I can see things about people that no one else sees, I can tell you things about people I've known for two minutes only, and it'd be accurate. I know I can sometimes misread some people, which is why as I come to know them it changes, but the underlying impression is still there. I have a great compassion for this world and it's beauty, but not always for the inhabitants. Sometimes I'm just in half mind of compassion and justice. I can hear people's thoughts and even their childhood experiences. I am well known for my kindness, and loving and bubbly personality. I am a natural giver and definitely have a warrior's spirit lol. I've always wanted to change the world for the better, to teach my insights and wisdom, more than just by example. Or better yet, pave the way for others after me hehe :D I really want to connect with other indigo children, I've missed you, the familiarity, since I feel and know I am so different from the norm people on this planet :D I've never been satisfied with authority, government, rules or regulations because they lack depth, creativity and interest in the actual public, it's just like herding sheep. I see it as incredibly shallow and I'm incredibly non-conforming: D but I do love it hehe. I would really love to connect with other indigo children, anyone that feels that they want to contact me :) Click Here to meet our Indigo Experts
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