Intense Feelings

by Wendy
(NJ - USA)

One of my most intense feelings I had came several years ago (2005) when I sat in my kitchen. I sensed voices speaking with me telling me, "take care of it - you have to take care of it".

I told my husband that I believed it was my sister, mother, and my grandmother telling me to "take care of it".

Over the next two months or so, they became frantic almost screaming at me to, "take care of it – you must take care of it".

One evening I decided to go shopping and as I picked up a planter I had a strange feeling inside my body. I knew instantly that I was having a heart problem even though it had never been picked up by a doctor.

I went home and had my husband take me to the hospital. I had emergency surgery and found out I had less than two weeks to live if I had ignored their warning.

That was only one of my many experiences. All of my life I have felt as though I was a square peg in a round hole. Never ever feeling I fit into the mainstream of people. The cosmos is so vast that it is the only place I can breathe. During my life I have had so many other experiences.