My life

by Kylie
(Manchester. Mi, Usa)

Well everything started when I was about 5 years old. I am now 14 almost 15. I could feel the energy swirling around me all the time and I could feel the emotions of others. I have never been able to see or hear things.

I think I have an extra set of eyes and ears; one for the physical world and the other for the paranormal.

Things through my life were hectic and full of turmoil. I hated my life but my family is the reason I have my abilities. Only the women of my family have these abilities and they are passed down every generation. When I was twelve I really started to get into it and my training. I now can call up visions from my past lives.

Some of my friends are psychic too, mostly people who can see things though.

I go into these kind of aware states where all I do is sense things around me spiritually. They can go on for days straight. One of my encounters with spirits is when a spirit would hide in my closet during the day and come out of it and watch me sleep every night for about a year. If I didn't have the TV on or my cat at my side it would come right up to the side of my bed lean over me and watch me. Now I know that spirit is harmless and only wishes to protect me. His name is Jason and the weird thing is, in a past life he was my husband. In that life I died in a fire with 2 of my 3 children. They were all girls a baby and a toddler. The eldest was with him outside. I remember all the feelings of the flames on us and the lace curtains in the nursery burning. That's why I have always hated fire and I had this vision when I was at a bonfire with some of my friends.

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Dec 28, 2008
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by: Kylie

I agree. Everyone is different and using their abilities to do different things. Controlling a situation, doesn't sound impossible but very, very difficult. It would probably require someone with telepathic abilities to an extreme level to control a situation and get people to say things and do things but I have heard of people with those types of abilities before.

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Rosa

Omg I really agree with you, you're tottaly right. You are helping me a lot. Thank you once more. Sometimes, people who have skills like control situations use it to bad things. I've heard it and I believe it can be true :| What do you think?

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Kylie

Yeah, that ussually means that they are full of hatered. I think of abilitys like being talented at running. You may have a talent but it's what you do with it that counts and you need to practice it to get better at it and it's not on-demand. That's what most people don't understand.

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by: Rosa

Well that is fantastic but brings some bad consequences. I can see them. Not always clearly, I've to improve, but it won't be difficult. Have you ever feel an aura charged with extremely negative energies?

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Kylie

No I can't see them but i can sence them extremely accuratly. and it can get overwhelming because i feel what they are feeling. if one of my friends has a head ache i will get it too. and if there are alot of peopel sometimes i over load and have to get away and go be by myself for a time just to clam down

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Rosa

Thank you so much! Just one question, do you can see auras?

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Kylie

thats right and the friends you lost weren't really your friends. They didn't really like you but the front you put up. Trust me there are others like us. try looking around and you'll find someone. It took me a long time to break down my front and be myself because of my mom but when i did all my friends were supportive because they already knew i was differnt. and i understand you too sometimes we need to let things go to spread our wings.

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Rosa

I really understand you. Since I've confirmed I have special skills, I've losted a big part of my greatest friendships because I became different, I became what I really am and not what others want to make me. It's difficult, but like you, there is always someone that understand us. We know we are doing what is correct. :D

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by: Kylie

I understand how it is when you have someone understand you. I have one friend that has been with me through out everything. Anna, we met when we we're 3 well she was 2 but you get the idea. She's not psychic but she accepts it and is open. We just have a bond. Same here thats why I don't date much because I want them to just click with me and they really don't and I know it won't work out. So everyone either loves me or hates my gutts but thats just me

Dec 28, 2008
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by: Rosa

I started to do some of them early but I didn't know that was not normal. It was spontaneous and I didn't pay much attention. But I knew I was different and when I found my Indigo friend she told that things are special, and I do it because I'm Indigo. I just couldn't believe, that was fantastic, somebody that understood me! Since that day I started to repair more in this little things and that is the conclusion: I feel spirits around me and they touch me sometimes (I see them, rarely), I can tell if I can trust someone when I look to that person and other some little things. But I'm discovering myself yet. I feel I can give much more to the world. I don't have many people to support me, just my Indigo friend but that's enough. And now I found this site, is reconfortable.

Dec 27, 2008
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by: Anonymous

Thanks again. It was hard but I had friends there to support me no matter what. We just kinda made ourselfs a make shift family. What about you? how did you get started with your abilities?

Dec 27, 2008
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by: rosa

You're welcome. Our lives have always a sense, but people normally don't try to find them. Congratulations for being who you are. ;D

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by: Kylie

Thanks. It's been a hard time but I'm just really glad I didn't shut my abilitys out like my mom. She doesn't deine them she just doesn't want anythign to do with them. when i was growing up she made no attept to tell me what was going on and my childhood was very very hectic. Remember in my past life where i burned to death with my children, well now in this life, i absolutely love small children to death and i used to go around all the time and blow out my moms' candles. Even i didn't know the reason why intill i had that vision. So it does help make since of some parts of my life. So thanks you again :)

Dec 27, 2008
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by: rosa

I really admire things like that. I think that some of our fears are related with traumas we had in a past life. I know that, in a past life, I was terribly and frighteningly persecuted. And maybe that episode was linked to my dead. 'Cause in the present life I become really desesperate and scary when I feel persecute, and this happens many times.

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