My Paranormal Events
(White County Arkansas)
My Ghost Stories
When I was just a baby my parents had told me that I looked at empty spaces laughing and giggling and pointing at nothing at all. When my great grandfather passed away my dad and mom heard bells and me talking or halfway talking to someone. I used to sit on my great grandfather's lap when I was a toddler and play with a string of bells he had hung to the ceiling. When my parents came in my room (knowing I had nothing that sounded like a bell at all) they asked where was the noise coming from and who I was talking to. I told them, "I was playing on great-grandpa's lap with his bells." (Of course it was more toddler talk so not so pronounced with the words).
Later in my life when, I was about eight, I started to see my body sleeping in my bed and I would go to the living room where the family was and I would listen to what they had to say while I was floating on the ceiling. It felt like I was flying. When I woke up I would say word for word what they talked about and they were all in shock.
In 1992 I woke up in the middle of the night to a very cold chill. There in front of my bed was my grandfather from California (I lived in Florida). He was waving and he came over to me and put his hand on my cheek and kissed me on the forehead. I walked into the living room and my dad and mom were still awake and looked at me and they said it looks as if you just seen a ghost. Before I could say anything I just barely shook my head yes and then the phone rang. It was my grandmother in California calling to tell us that my grandfather had just passed away.
In 1993 I saw another ghost, this time it was my Uncle Joey. Again I got touched on the cheek and a kiss on the forehead. I walked in the living room to find my mom and dad awake and this time they said “not again?” and I shook my head yes and the phone rang. It was my mom's mom calling to tell us that Uncle Joey had just passed away.
I have seen some ghosts from time to time and have heard them speak to me. I called my grandma on Christmas day and told her if she was holding on waiting for my grandfather to tell her it is okay to leave him he is not going to but, if she needs to leave and we will be okay. My grandmother thanked me for giving her the freedom to pass on. On New Year's Eve Night 1997 (same year) at 8:00pm central time I felt strongly that my grandmother had just passed away and I told my best friend. After talking and me crying for a bit my best friend talked me into staying. I got home at around 4am and at 6am the phone rang. I already knew it was my mom calling me to tell
me that my grandmother had passed away. I answered and told her everything and asked, "Mom, did she die at 9pm your time?" I could tell my mom was in shock because it took her a bit to answer me and she finally said “Yes, but how did you know?” I told her I felt it.
A couple of weeks after that I had just shut everything off in the house and went to bed. About a minute later the radio in my living room came on playing mine and my grandmother's favourite song. I called my mom crying telling her what just happened. My mom told me that grandma was just letting you know she is watching over you.
My mom had gotten cancer and in 2001 on the day of the 9/11 attacks she awoke but, as she had a tracheotomy she could not speak. So she wrote down to my dad “is this a movie?”. My dad said no it was real. In July, two weeks after her birthday, I felt as if I was going to lose her soon, so I sat at my computer since she could no longer talk and typed up a poem. My dad called the same day I sent it and told me that she had passed away. I asked him to look at her computer and please tell me what he saw. He said it is a poem. He read it to himself and said this was the last thing she read before she passed. “You gave your grandmother peace to pass and now your mom. You have some wonderful gifts”.
I have given quite a few people permission to pass on where the family won't give a person that final gift I have. And they have passed on. I have spoken to spirits or ghosts yet I don't know how to get in tune with everything. I feel as if it comes and goes as it wants to.
Recently two very dear people passed away. The first one I had a gut wrenching feeling that something was wrong but, I didn't know who it was. I just had a feeling that I was very close to them. Sure enough it was a friend so close that we called each other sisters. This happened on October 4, 2012. Then on October 7, 2012 I had another gut wrenching feeling as if someone close to me had just passed away. It was my neighbor who I called dad.
I want to be able to talk to ghosts or spirits on a regular basis and I don't know how to get in tune with that part of me.
Recently I have been escaping my body again while I sleep, astral traveling to check on my daughter, son, and my step-son. I am afraid I will not return or get lost trying to get back to my body.
I have also tried contacting spirits with pictures and through EVP's and have received responses.
Can anyone help me get my psychic abilities in tune so I can turn them off if I want, and to not just have them turned on and off without me trying?