I question myself as to whether I have a special gift. I'm 15 now, and it seems like I am just tapping into my spiritual being. Any insight as to whether or not I possess a special gift would be helpful :)
Well it all started in 4th grade. My grandma had several bouts with cancer and coincidentally right before she died I had this dream. She was surrounded by a white/yellow light, and she said not to be sad or afraid. She gave me a hug and I woke up to a phone ringing. It was my aunt telling my mother that grandma died.
My mother had dreams too. After my grandma died she had dreams where she would lie in a bed with a black aura next to her, and become filled with fear and misunderstanding. I believe my grandma had these dreams too...
Since then I have had many experiences of deja-vu although I think those experiences are slowing down. I just don't get them much anymore. They can happen anytime between 3 months or 3 hours.
3 seems to be a significant number in my life. I was born 3/3/93 at 3:33pm, although I have been told 3:32pm also. Regardless, I have 3 siblings and often times I see things in triplets...
Instead, I have puzzling dreams. Sometimes when I dream I feel as if I am being forced to do or experience things, whether they are good or bad. I am not in control and I will witness horrifying things sometimes. Other times I will witness good things. Regardless of that, I can vividly remember numerous details about that dream. I can close my eyes and sketch exactly what objects were prominent in my dream. I haven't spent time interpreting those dreams though.
Also, sometimes I can control my dreams. I feel pain too. Sometimes, I am shocked by electricity in my dreams. I'm
not sure if that is anything special, but recently I have been hit or I will fall in my dreams and it will hurt. In these dreams I can remember exactly what happened and what each person (if any) said in my dream. These dreams are so vivid that I can identify the exact colors of everything in those dreams. I can travel to places or create my own little world. I can put things into those dreams and do what I want.
Sometimes, something taps into me where I have an ability to understand and empathize with people I don't even know. I feel like I am pulled towards helping them. Something spiritually grabs me and I need to help. I will hear their problem/situation and say things that provide encouragement. I don't know what's happening, but I say things that I never say with friends or family. All of a sudden it seems like I totally understand what their situation is and it's almost like I've been in their shoes, when I don't even know them.
Lastly, I have something I call an "artist streak". Sometimes I will have a flash of a picture in my mind, and all of a sudden I HAVE to draw it or sketch it. I need to close my eyes to see the picture clearly, and after that I have to draw it until I'm satisfied with my work. The pictures turn into works of art and I just have a need to express what I've seen on paper or canvas. Sometimes it's through poetry too.
Well, I don't even know if I have a power, I might just be an average person. Again, insight will be helpful here :)
Some of these Psychic Schools and Spiritual Colleges
offer distance learning as well as on campus studies. Those listed have been recommended to me in one way or another over time.