Alone and Indigo
Hello, My name is Jimmy and I am from Virginia. I am currently at college and all my life I have felt incredibly alone and isolated. It hit really hard in high school because my head and thoughts were always on something different because I felt that I had a special purpose. I don't really have psychic abilities but I feel a constant pulse in my third eye, and I wish to develop my psychic abilities. It has been a hard life but I am probably not the only one to feel this sense of isolation. It seemed as though everyone around me was concerned about petty things like partying, drinking, sex, and smoking weed while I was always thinking of how I might better the world someday.
It wasn't until I decided to visit a psychic right before I left the country that I realized that I was an indigo. I always somehow knew that I had lived many previous lives and going there confirmed it which in a way helped me out.
I want to get in tune with the universe, my spirit, and the Christ Consciousness but I am no fool and realize that it will take time and patience. As I said, never had an easy life and it was always hard for me to make friends and reach out because of how different I was and how differently I felt. But I just hope that someday I can fulfill my purpose and make this world a better place to live in. I think that we all have some special purpose and that one day we will create a heaven on earth but for the meanwhile, I still got to learn a bit more.
If there is anybody else out there who has had the same experience or feels as alone as I do then please drop me an email at firstname.lastname@example.org, (the 0 is a zero) because I think it helps sometimes to know that there are others out there.