I have always "known, seen, felt" things. I remember hearing stories of me asking my parents when such and such would get there and they said they were not coming but then they would show up.
As a teen I worked in a hospital as a Teen Volunteer and had a couple of times where something happened inside me and I just knew the patient in that room was about to die and within a couple hours they were dead. I had told the nurses and it kind of freaked them out when they actually died as I had told them they would before it happened.
I am now a massage therapist and have seen things I really never wanted to see while touching people. I have massaged a serial killer, (I know because I saw the women he killed), and I would have been next had I not lied to him about my life status. I had to leave the session a couple times to throw up even as it was so terrible.
I have massaged a rapist and even prevented a suicide as a result of things I have seen in massages.
I have dreams that are more than "just a dream".
I sense things others are feeling and have had a difficult time at times deciding if they were my emotions or my own.
A few years ago I had an experience that kind of still gives me the weebie jeebies. I was looking through family photos of people that I really didn't know. They were distant relatives. I came across one picture where I thought they took a picture of a dead woman. I asked "who is this dead woman," thinking it was kind of morbid. They told me she is not dead she lives in Alabama. Within 3 months she was dead from a heart attack while driving and had an auto accident.
Now here is what terrifies me. The other day my daughter and I was taking pictures and in one of her poses after I snapped the picture I said eeewwww you look dead in this change your pose. Now I am afraid something will happen to her. She is definitely facing some real dangerous situations in a very nasty divorce from a psycho abusive man. His parents have already tried to kill her in the past at different times.
I don't think I like this knowing crap in advance because I have no clue what to do with what I know, see or feel. I have searched but can't find any guidance because I don't have the $ to pay to go see anyone that is psychic.
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