by Lady Savitri
I'm 19 years old and I know it's very common for people to believe they are different from others. But mine's not just beliefs, I know I'm different. I don't know how to say this but I take people's negative energy from them.
I don't mean to. And sometimes I can't get rid of it. But when I found myself wanting to know why this person is hurting, I touched them and got light headed. And when I left I felt miserable. And they felt better. I thought I was imagining it until a few of my friends mentioned it. One of them asked why I took there "dark" away, and I was confused. But with my history of depression, it frightens me, especially now that I can't control it.
I'm sucking people's feelings away. And even though they may feel better, I'm left feeling miserable!
When I was young, my cousin was afraid and scared at a particular moment and so she begged me not to leave her. I promised I wouldn't. That night I had a dream that I was in her "Dream world" and she was showing me around. When I woke up I made the comment "see I didn't leave you" without knowing at that time that we had the same dream. And then she said something about the dream and I knew it was the same one I had.
I wonder though, if it was a dream walk because often, I see people in my dreams when they're hurting and call them and sure enough they are, exactly the way I dreamt.
It's not only this. Some other strange things occur, like when I touch something (plants, trees, animals) or someone, and if they have a cut or scratch or headache, I tingle in that same spot they are hurting.
I can touch objects such as rings and other personal items and know something about its previous owner.
When I am angry, I shock things. And when I'm really angry at someone, something bad happens! I don't want to be uncontrollable! I just want to know if someone else can relate to this, or knows how to control it!
Dream name Lady Savitri