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I'm an Indigo Adult. Now what?

by Kaylor
(Michigan, USA)

Kaylor - March 22, 2009

Hi! I just found out two days ago, that I'm an Indigo Adult. I took the "test" on several sites, and answered "YES!" to ALL of the traits of an Indigo. Also, I am an INFJ, Jung personality type, one of the most common for an Indigo.

I've spent my whole life, not knowing "what I want to be when I grow up." I still don't know! It's driven me crazy! I've always felt like I was WAITING for something, but I have no idea WHAT!! I'm just....waiting.

I am Psychic, very intuitive, and I can read people like a book. I can get into their space, and they don’t even know I'm there!

I can also "manifest" things. I can make things happen. I know things are going to happen, before they happen. I've always had the sense, that I could heal people somehow.

My Numerology Life Path is a 7, which is the most Spiritual. I've always known that my life path would lead me to something very Spiritual. I'm still not sure what.

I'm lousy at relationship! I seem to attract men that are nothing but NEEDY, and they SUCK the life force out of me, and drain me. I'm in such a situation now, and hate it. My mother was very cold, and distant, and VERY controlling. That has caused me problems as an adult with anxiety. Now, this person in my life is not controlling, but he IS NEEDY! So, he DOES control me with that. He USES me for a CRUTCH! My life is ALL ABOUT HIM! I have NO LIFE! I feel like I've come FULL CIRCLE and he's the SATANIC REINCARNATION OF MY EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE MOTHER!!! YIKES!! :(

I LIVE for my Quiet time, and my Alone time! It's when I can ground, and center myself, and recharge my batteries. I love to meditate. I feel like there is something in the Universe that will tell me something. I do have a "Spirit Guide," who wishes to be called, "Twilight." She's always there, and I can channel him/her. I don't get any answers though, I feel like I am suppose to figure this out by myself.

SO! I'm an INDIGO ADULT! NOW! What do I do with this? How can I corral all of these talents, and gifts, and weirdness....and create a life for myself? I just want to be happy. No point in wanting to be "NORMAL," that ship has already sailed.....and I wasn't on it!

I want to help people, I just don't LIKE people! People are STUPID, and I can NOT deal with STUPID!! They pretty much "Cause their own problems!!"

My biggest fear...is that I will die....."WITH MY SONG STILL IN ME!

I would appreciate any information or advice from any other Indigo Adults. I'd LOVE to make some new INDIGO FRIENDS!!! Are we supposed to be getting together and DOING SOMETHING???? Or are we "waiting to be CALLED????"

Thanks! - Kaylor

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Indigo too
by: Juliana

Hey
Can´t we meet? Open a forum or a chat or something where we can talk and maybe give a hand to each other?

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?
by: Anonymous

I have come to realise that im an indigo adult at 24 years old. I think i knew this already but couldnt get a name , I too have all the associated traits without getting into it . I can smell something my "spidey sense" which i rely on irrefutably is going hay wire the energy is so strong im struggling to think straight or use my intuitive skills at will it's making me anxious and impatient but i don't know what it is but it must be huge and for some reason im struggling to eat im not sick at all and i am physically fit so much so its worrying and not normal. What the hell is going on?????

I'm above average I/Q , very intuitve i.e im a human lie detector , have a job , girlfreind etc so i dont think im insane but im i right in saying all of us can feel something but can't put our finger on it??????????

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Drift
by: Anonymous

I feel you...don't worry, the assentionhappened....let's work together

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get together
by: BeYondline.net

Dear friends,

I'm about to cry. Suddenly everything makes a sense, all the suffering, the crying, the rage, the feeling like a foreigner and people saying 'what's up with you, grow up, get normal'.

Is there not an internet community on facebook/myspace or wherever. And if not, can't we open up one. Were we can talk, meet, celebrate, have seminars and make a plan for the world?

I send you loads of love, guys.
Lena

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I empathise
by: Anonymous

Wow when I was reading pretty much every word on this I was thinking 'That's me'!!!! I feel exactly the same way, there is so much that I feel I want to do in this world but people really annoy me sometimes. Would love to hear from you :-)

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Indigo girl in Spain
by: Minerva

Wow. s the only thing I could say. My mother told me that "I asked her" that I wanted to born! And when I did it I cried before I was completely out from her. That linked me to the Indigo Kids. I was born on 1989 and I always felt different and special. But I got the perfect family for my proper growing up process. So liberal, tolerant and lovely.

I'm in constantly change, I need to travel all the world, understanding it for changing it.
I'm studying Journalismus and my plan is to change the world of communication, especially of television. With an altruistic point of view I want to make the world a better place, this must progress. I always said it. And 1 day ago I just read about the Indigos. I feel that I need to do something, but I always thought that I should find people like me to do so. But I can feel the change. 2011 has been a big revolutionary year. I believe in the change of era. I believe in the universal love and in a greater future. Cheers and loads of love from Spain!

contact me : minervaburroni @ gmail DOT com

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Goodess
by: Anahi

omg! i love all u guys i feel like i dont need 2 read each word of each comment... i do 2 worry abt disasters. i feel like im alone still. i've always try to focus on my own mind bt it seems that i get involve wit all the minds around. seems like can feel wat there feelings, i can always feel wen there thinking bad, dumb, or something weird abt me. bt some how i change it, i get looks from them like their tying say u already know. i feel when somebody had jst talked abt me n then looking at me wit guiltiness. all this happens at work. Im a salesperson, i sell woman clothing. i can make a sell easly. sometimes i know wen ppl r lying, wen ppls are jelous. bt i can chang everything at the end. most fritning, i can, ugh! its weird bt imma say it anyways i can take somebodys sickness n then have it to my self n its hard cuz its painful bt then i get better n they get better. i can feel wen somebody is sick, or a bad spirt. wat is this i get afraid of this. i reject myself. most of the times im depress. i think in suicide alot. bt not right now dont get alarmed i wont do it anyways.
I WANNA READ SOMETHING SIMILAR.
my lucky number is 23.

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Now what is right!
by: Susan

My friend and I were just asking," what do we do now?"..do we need to get everyone together? It was nice to stumble across this steam albiet 3 yrs old. Has anyone got together. It seems like we have a lot to do. :)

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Here is your answer.
by: Anonymous

For those of you who know that you are indigo.Great! Go get your Attunements. For those of you who have abilities learn to journey and get your records. Find out what your contract is. I come from an indigo family but did not know it. I'm clair-sentient I woke up last June 23 I already know what some of my contracts are and working to fullfill them.
I also feel something big is going to Happen in 2012. I'm not sure if it's going to involve just us. I'm trying to connect as many as possible.

How? Have everyone spin their Chakras. ground them first. Always guide them. Attunements are different from being connected.
Watch mark Meur for recconective healing. This new modality is so easy to give even a tree will take it.

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I'm Indigo and INFJ too...
by: Kate

Hi I just read your post. It seems we have a lot in common. i think if you dug a litter further you will discover that like me you are also a human angel. You have chosen a human life to learn about people and understand the human way. It seems a lot of Indigos are Human angels. I would love to talk to you sometime about things and maybe we can figure out what we are suppose to do next together. feel free to contact me at work on kate.diemar@realinsurance.com.au
I look forward to hearing from you if you wish to talk.

Love and Light
Kate.

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Indigo Here
by: NYIndigo

I too am an indigo. Highly intuitive since I was a child. Multi-talented. Very sensitive and emotional. Also very sensitive to energy all around me. Even to those who may be miles away. Sensitive to music. I have issues with electronic devices and have had light bulbs blow out constantly (& other stuff like that). I can pretty much hear peoples thoughts as if they are speaking. I can tell where someone has been upon meeting them for the very first time. I am learning to control how i react to people because i know that just because I know certain things, I dont need to speak of it. I have been told by others that they feel like I am looking into their soul when i look them in the eye. I know i have a very strong presence when I enter a room and sometimes i feel as if i want to turn it down a few notches so i learned that visualization of soft colors helps with this. I have learned how to make others more comforatable and unafraid by giving them a hug in my mind. I can communicate and heal relationships in another realm. I cant explain it all. My latest and greatest revelation, is to not fight what i cant change but embrace it. I am an indigo, I am learning to balance. And I see myself being happier. I need to make time for people because it is enjoyable at times, but i must take time for myslef to rejuvenate. I have manifested many things and called people into my life. Its quite amazing but the part that is hard is dealing with feeling eveeryones emotions and hearing their thoughts. it is overwhelming for me, but I am working on my own types of healing for myself. So being an indigo is a good thing when you have balance. i love you Indigos! YOu are my brothers and sisters!

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Resisted
by: Anonymous

Hi.

I resisted this for a long time, I always knew there was something about me but I resisted looking at it. I've travelled to many many countries, I've resisted accpting strange people that wanted to 'follow' me whilst i was in India and similar when I was in California, i'm from and currently in the UK.

I have abilities that I have and still do resist. I refused to be educated although I was always told I'm quite intelligent.

I live alone and stay alone, i'm just setting up as a meridian psychotherapist and hypnotherapist who works with epigenetic control, I've just set up my own website www.whitecloudtherapy.co.uk

When I 'consciously' think about the things I've done and do and are then asked to explain them, i cannot. In fact when I consciously look at anything i am baffled and hesitant. I am 48 years old now and have learnt many many things but i find it difficult to describe them, unless a situation arises and i find I can sort it out easily.

I have a twitter account that no-one follows whitecloud_Neil I'm not bothered at all that no-one follows me, although consciously I'm angry that some people that seemingly have nothing to offer have thousands of followers.

People, women especially seem very drawn to me, a lot make sexual advances that (yeah you guessed it) i resist.

Consciously i get angry and frustrated that the world is the way it is when its could be so easily a much happier place for all.

I have no-one to talk to, well not about me, not about what i know or what i see or what I feel.

I'm writing a book that i will never publish, i have written many things pages, notes, poems that contain deep messages of truth that probably no-one will ever see.

I am lost.... I want to remember what i came here for, i know my capabilities but I don't know how to implement them or on what.

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help
by: john

We as Indigos are here to assist healing on a planetary scale, in all areas of reality. You are a healer of some kind, have no doubt, you simply have to find out how and where you are best suited to work your missions. The first thing you must do is seek balance in your own life. Work out old emotional baggage and new with equal vigor because you can't help anyone until you help yourself. Do this in any way that works for you, but please avoid over medication, as these can hinder connectedness. You must truly heal these wounds and come to peace with who and what you are and who and what everyone else is. What appears as stupidity to you seems like 'the way things are' to most people, so try to be more forgiving. Remember if they all knew, we wouldn't be here. I wish you luck on your journey

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We are all in this together
by: Natasha

It is really so good to meet you all here and know that there are more of us, looking to find answers, maybe this quest is what connects us all.

I always knew there was something weird about me. Lately i've been feeling like I can't take people and wanted to be on my own. I found out today about being an indigo child.

I get the same feeling that something big is about to happen soon, this world needs to wake up feeling.

I'd like to make some friends too.

My email is natashajoy at gmail dot com.

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importaannttt
by: Sunshine

I, like you am an Indigo.

ive always felt like i had a calling, like one day, something would happen, i would be attacked and then in that moment i will realize my powers,whatever they may be.
I keep on waiting.

something big is going to happen.. 2012? idk.
but i can feel it. I'm very intuitive and listening to the universe has never failed me.

I feel like im from another planet that has come to analyse and help mankind. or like ive been reborn as a human and im just like...what the hell is this? I refuse to live my life this way.RREFUSE. WE ARE ALL SLAVES. I hate the monetary system and the people running this world. They are doing it all wrong. Children from Haiti being sold for their organs, viruses being released to the public for depopulation of 80% Every 5 seconds a child dies from starvation.
I am so upset about this. The world SHOULD NOT be this way. I feel like i've seen a different world, and im just here suprised. and i guess i died and this is really hell.

WE HAVE A DESTINY! with oes, arewe supposed to just sit here and watch the world rot away. everyone is waiting for superman,god, batman to come save us all. But no. Thats not going to happen. We've waited for so long. We all have to get together. Us indigos. Do something about this. STOP WAITING! THE TIME IS NOW! THE CLOCK IS TICKING!!

DO your research people. The rabbit hole goes deep.

Things to research:

ZEITGEIST: MOVING FORWARD!!! PLEASE WATCH THIS ON YOUTUBE! I SWEAR ITS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU'LL WATCH IN YOUR LIFE!
Jaqcue Fresco
Peter Joseph
Alex Jones
New world order
Food in America
Lyme disease controversy
Ancient Astronaut theory
Illuminati

Please get informed my fellow Indigos!! ITs how we get powerful, our drive for change.
LET THE WAITING STOP!
THE WAR HAS STARTED!!

ARE WE SUPPOSED TO START AN ARMY!!!?

What do we do?

I KNOW this is meant for us.
Who else could do it.
Its time to unlock our powers.

I'm terrified.
But Ready. Im not going down without a fight.
Hopefully you wont either.

*** HOW TO ENHANCE ABILITIES!:

-MEDITATE! VERY IMPORTANT! The more you meditate the better.
-Find out what you are eating. Most of our food is purposely poisoned. The more sick people a country has the more money they get.
-Take Vitamins. ESPECIALLY VITAMIN D AND CALCIUM! studies have shown that high doses of vitamin D can help cure cancer.
-WATCH OUT FOR SIGNS FROM THE UNIVERSE. Theyre everywhere. And trust me.. the more you pay attention, the more signs you'll notice. and then you'll start to wonder about free will.

-please be carerful about the information i listed above to do research on. Some stuff might make you depressed. really depressed. But change that depression into ANGER and DRIVE! Lets change this.
For the future children.

Stay healthy, educated and become powerful.

Love,
Sunshine. Worldpeaceproject.

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WOW
by: Emmy

Hahahahaaa!!

Life FINALLY makes sense!!!

The undead LOVE me!! So many things... to much to write

I'm always getting told I'm too sensitive tho and got SO many allergies!!! I apparently bring things out in others make them realize their potential, have spiritual gifts that are ridicoulous... like reading peoples lives when I never met them before... the best one is tht my nickname is TROUBLE and I'm forever being told that Im odd or an old soul... even a lost soul and a free spirit... at school i was known as the wierd kid... WOWOWOWOW so clear now and I love some of the comments on here... Something is coming and do we wait to be called

Nice to meet u guys xx

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I need new friends too
by: Susanne Stahrberg

Hi!

I understand where you coming from. I am not quite there yet... but soon.

I do see crystals energys and I am very senitive to things people consider unsual... like waterallergy.

I would love to be a friend of yours...

lothoria@gmail.com

Hugs (kram)

Susanne from Sweden

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@Philip Hall
by: Marina

I started reading the comments but didn't get very far... I'm still looking form many answers, but when I read Philip's comment I had to start writing right away... I got one of the "callings" and I would really like to talk to you, I believe I have a lot to say to you, so if you're reading this and would like to talk, please post an answer and we'll think of a way to contact each other. Namaste.

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LISTEN
by: curtiss

whats happening is..god(or a higher power) is creating better humans. either this higher power has simply decided it's time to make people like us or if you beleive in evolution which I beleive is possible then we are evolving in to this higher being and adventually there will be nothing but us so called indigos filling this earth.( kinda sounds like world peace doesn't it?)
we are simply a whole nother type of breed. considering the previouse generations..the problem right now is that there is a mixture of both indigos and ones that are not. if I were to guess I would say right now it's probably around 25% of indigos in the world and the rest are not. and our kinds do (not) blend together at all this makes life for us very complicated. I don't know if theres actually much we can do right now besides wait for our numbers to grow since were so out numbered. But I know that when we do come together and are able to make a difference its ganna be amazing. as an idigo the future I see is a world without money anda world without greed.a world filled with people who are all loving, understanding, don't judge one another. live peacefully. stress free. cleaner air, cleaner water. we are ganna take such good care of this earth. becouse I've got a hunch that one of our missions is to save the world. fix what those monkeys around us destroyed.lol.. not to be mean.. I just don't know what to call them..hmm.. maybe we should give those who are not an idigo a label as well. and I just want to say to all you indigos out there. I don't care what you've heard or beleive. we are the future and no1 or anything can stop us from being who we are. don't live in denial. that will slow down the process of us growing.

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Indigo Adult or Mental illness?
by: Philip Hall

Hello All,

I have spent a couple of hours reading through everyones comments, I also did the Indigo Adult test, and passed with flying colours :-) . What brought me to this site was my recent fealings of SOMETHING BIG IS GOING TO HAPPEN. i don't know what or why, or when, If i knew that then i would be a millionare lol.

The Questions i have are simple.

Am I an indigo child? or am i just looking for answers?
or Am I Not just a tad mad?

Maybe you could help me answer some of these questions, if i tell you a little bit about myself?

I have always been very self aware from an early age, like 4 or 5 belive it or not, I went through schooling rebeling, and getting into minor trouble. At the age of 11 i was expelled from my primary school, and had to go into special needs schooling. Throughout my child-hud i strongly rebelled, had child psycholagists, and got into trouble with the law. It wasn't easy being me. Living on a council estate, is tuff on anyone, let alone somebody like me, with greater awareness...

I am 35 now, I am a musician ( dance producer ) I have been fairly succesful with my life considering my younger years. But i have been dealt lifes death cards more than once, and always took it on the chin. The last couple of years have been really tuff Mentally, as i suffer(d) from Panic Attacks, and fairly constant anxiety issues. I am a lot better now than i was a year ago and helped myself bring myself out of the darkness that comes with those problems.

Recently, I have constant feelings that something BIG is going to happen?, Also my son 7, seems to be showing signs of this self awareness, and recently told me he heard voices, and can tell when things are going to happen before they do, and its really scaring ME!!!! as i don't feel i have found the answers myself as of yet!! ANY HELP HERE WOULD BE MOST APPRETAITED

The Questions i ask myself is Why do i feel like this, Am I normal, maybe i am just a freek/wierd psycotic even, and i dont feel i am able to be a Good Dad too my son if i dont know myself??? Scary..

I feel i can relate to nearly everybody i have listnened too on this forum, but am still skeptical of false advertising/Marketing stratergys or bible bashers lol..

I have a million things to say, but i will leave it there for now,
I believe i am an Indigo Adult, but if i try explaining that too my dad n missus am afraid i would be wrote off to the loony bin lol,
If anyone can feel me, please feel free to get in touch > forsey2009 AT yahoo.co.uk

Thanks,
Phil

PS:- I appoligise for my crap spelling ( never one of my strong points )

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nice to meet you
by: Anonymous

WOW, it's great to read indigos's stories, feels good to know that I am not entirely alone in this universe. Sometimes it feels like reading my own story. I am 30 and look like a teenage girl. Earlier I used to have problems with that, but now I am happy for my "eternal youth". I also have trouble finding out what I am supposed to do in life. School doesn't fascinate me anymore, I found out that it bores me. And going to work in the public scares me, because somehow I don't fit in. I seem to know too much. I get the chills from people who are opportunistic and egoistic. I hope to find my Indigo man sometime out in the world, so that we can unite forces and do some good to mankind :)

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Just finding out about Indigos
by: Evan

I want to tell you how I heard about Indigos. I went to a friends wedding in San Francisco. I didn't have a date so I went alone. As I was parking my rental car I saw a girl just parking her car and she was alone too. She was walking towards me and introducing herself before I even locked the car door. We almost immediately started talking about rather deep and complex topics like reincarnation and dejavu, etc. We were locked into each others conversation. And it wasn't a physical or sexual attraction, it felt very surreal and more like we had recognized each other and wanted to talk about our experiences. At this point we had moved to an area where everyone else was mingling and waiting for the wedding to start. As we were talking, two elderly ladies walked up and introduced themselves. That alone struck us because my new friend and I were sitting off on a bench very much separated from the crowd of people, so for the two older ladies to walk directly over to us was striking. They said we looked very familiar and so they had to walk over. One of the ladies introduced herself an a spiritual healer, and the other lady was her partner. And once again the four of us immediately began talking about these same ideas of intentional creation, reincarnation, etc. The older lady who was a spiritual healer and self proclaimed guide, said we should look into indigo children because we both struck her as such.

This may not sound like much and I'm far from a good writer, but the whole situation was very surreal. We all had come from different parts of the country and it was just as if the four of us immediately were attracted to each other and recognized that we were of a higher vibration than the rest of the people in attendance.

Anyways so this is how I came to research what Indigo children are, and I strongly feel like I "fit the bill." I had a very traumatic childhood. My father committed suicide when I was nine, and my mother was cold, overbearing, controlling and strict. I've never felt like I fit in and I usually get anxiety in social situations, yet...I've always been very popular, honestly people love me, and I've always somehow been the life of the party even though I always felt like I was completely different than everyone, and had this sense that my path in life was very different.

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Finally found you!
by: Ryan

I'm a 25 year old male, recently discovered I'm an Indigo child. I'll try not to bore you with yet another typical indigo life, but it is remarkable how similar peoples stories are. Where do we go? Is our purpose simply to invoke thoughts of higher consciousness into our surrounding until the consensus are all working together for a greater life? I have almost disregarded/ignored all formal education growing up, I made it to be 25years old by bringing a smile on peoples faces and love. I was usually the first or last person to leave or join a trend, very rebellious, and had a strong case of ADD. My parents can vouch for what a nightmare we had growing up with me. However I typically went with the flow to get what I wanted at the time. I had some amazing times yet I'm not sure if it was the right thing to do, because I had to suppressed a lot of natural feelings.

I look young and attractive, I act young when I'm not conscious of acting the age/manor I'm suppose to be acting and I have a lot of wisdom and intuition that shows as well. I rarely spoke my mind though, eventually I started speaking freely and found myself to be too out there and dead wrong on some things. (That was my way of learning though, nothing wrong with being wrong the first time I figured.) Sure did lose some friends that way though but the change has been good. I'm ready to lose anyone in my life now. Haven't lost anyone too close through death yet. I figure that will be a good test for me when it happens (you know to see if I'm walking my talk.) I am sensitive though. But as far as my peers go, I see a lot of people jealous, competitive, etc... and I think I'm over spending time catering to their needs. I need to move fast in life. I know there are plenty of loving fun people out there who should want to continuously uplift each other and not beat a brother down in their ways because of their insecurities. I love to talk and learn about topics related to life/death, health/fitness, science/religion/entheogens, politics/rights/conspiracy's, and frankly anything esoteric. Lets get our minds thinking! Not dude the games going into overtime bro!... That brings me to a question I've asked myself lately. Do I devote my whole life to this life or do we just live life with this advantage. I realize I have always gotten what I want (practically in everything its amazing) so now knowing I get what I want, I need to focused on what I really want. My intuition has led me great so far. There is something coming though I can feel it and I want a bigger part in helping aside from helping those in my circle. I'm ready to devote my life to something great.

I'm currently in San Diego, California. I would love to meet more Indigo's in person or help with real change. Also again I'm new so pointing me towards some good Indigo websites would be great too. Please contact me at

ExplicitContent81 @yahoo.com

Love you guys sincerely, Ryan

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Indigo Adult
by: Anonymous

I found out today that im an Indigo Adult. I always knew, even as a child, that i was put on this earth to accomplish something great. I didn't know what it was and yet i still dont know. I have went through some of the things you have Kaylor. Like not fitting in at school and family members saying im "gifted" because i learned so fast and knew so much for a child. I always found myself trying to help anyone in need. I always had certain feelings about someone when i met them for the first time. I'm so happy to have found out that there is other people like me. It would be so great to talk to an Elder Indigo about everything. Its all so new to me and exciting. I would love to have someone to talk to and help me through this part in my life. I'm not quite sure what my next step should be. or what it feels like when an Indigo is awakening. e-mail me at x0xMajax0x @ hotmail .com I would love to talk to someone.

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Intrigued...yet..
by: guitar guy

It's a little overwhelming for me to open up to this concept. I've spent practically my entire life ignoring this part of me(maybe ALL of me)as a defense mechanism so I could attempt a 'normal' life. Emphasis on attempt.

I've been labeled "terminally unique" lovingly by my mother. My life has had to be isolated. The general thinking of people has always seemed rudimentary and depressing to me. Growing up I was a social butterfly but I feel like that was the chameleon in me now. My skills at reading people really make it quite easy (almost amusingly and sadly easy) to be liked. But as soon as I open up I'm always misunderstood. My lack of faith in humanity has forced me into isolation.

Recently I decided to open up and re-invent myself. I set up a date with a girl, who later stood me up... I met a different girl that night. Sho was incredibly drawn to me. I didn't understand why. She told me that I was an indigo and it was obvious. I was actually angry at the assertion... to some degree I think lots of people invent ways to feel special. I guess I've invented ways NOT to feel special.

Even though I've done many phsycic things. I've identified multiple spirits, names, and dates. It's been proven by known psychics. Give me 24hrs in a home and I've identified your scary supernatural culprit. I've been told I'm special for a long time (I'm 25 now) it didn't click until now. My intuitions have never been wrong.. aside from expecting the first girl to show up. :)

I've resented religion for so long. I've seen too many malcontents and sociopaths use religion as their inspiration and justification. How much blood has stained the earth at the expense of someone's god who was 'better' than the other's god? Or as a crutch. "it was not meant to be" which discounts any real personal responsibility. Or an overpayed athlete thanking God... which suggests somehow god cared more about the red team than the blue team. All this has soured me on anything of that nature.

But still... some part of me believes that there's something special going on here. And me being who I am just may be part of it. Wishful thinking perhaps, perhaps not. Anyway I'll insert spaces to avoid spambots. mad x pryme@gmailDOTcom. If someone can shed some light or anything feel free to talk.

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You most definately ARE NOT alone
by: Cal

I've just met someone who let me read her copy of indigo adults, and it's brought me right back to where I should be... following my OWN path.

I suspect that most of what holds all of us back is fear.

I've been involved in a religion for the past 3 years or so, and it was so not me. I ended up pushing back against it, VERY hard, and now, I have to fight against my own doubts to simply trust the magic in me to lead me in the right direction.

DON'T wait or expect for people to understand.

Look at a bird just before it leaves a tree.

There is a moment where it must submit to letting go, but then it flies... I think our challenge is to grow, and we can only do that by realising that we have it in us to live the song our heart sings to us. There really is no point in trying to conform to what's expected of us.

At the moment, I myself am suffering from what I call severe "itchy feet syndrome". I need to get out, and go travelling, where to, I do not know, but the feeling of living in a small world is overwhelming at the moment. I know that I am really hiding my light. I've been a reiki master/teacher for over 6 years, but I know there's so much more waiting to happen.
That bubbling beneath the surface feeling.

I agree with many others here, we need to get together en-masse, maybe.

All ideas to symbiosis17 @ hotmail.co.uk

Would love to here from you all.

Cal

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What are we suppose to do?
by: Anonymous

I am a indigo young adult, I been trying so hard to find what I am suppose to do now, why are we here?

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Same Indigo Path
by: jo

Wow; I got almost the same pattern of life, I always have people to come to me for answers, and I see part of the disaster of this year.

I saw a tsunami, and earthquakes but this year didn't end yet I saw one north of my country Peru it will be June 2010 around 10 to 26 I don't know if mix with others in Haiti and Chile.

I told everybody that I knew around December 2009 about what I saw for this year, ALL IS TRUE HELP ME GOD, TO LET THEM KNOW., Ok, also I saw on TV a guy that saw the same thing. He was a psychic.

I?m a musician, I do not consider my self excellent, but many people told me they feel in peace when they hear me, mostly the old people.

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Hello Kaylor
by: David

Holy shit! I'm responding to Kaylor's comments. I'm male, lousy at relationships, currently stuck living with a very needy ex girl friend and feeling the same effects. My mother was also cold and controlling, so I am dealing with anxiety issues. I'm empathic but my psychic powers are weak, though do exist. I have pointless premonition dreams and have heard voices since I was kid.

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True Kindred Sprits
by: Sydney

Reading this post and the replies are like being able to breath again. I have always known that I was different. I spoke with a man that I felt to be my grandfather as a small child and years after, when he had passed years before my birth. I enjoyed cemeteries and would spend time there having "conversations" with various people about their lives. I knew that my grandmothers house was haunted but to keep me from being frightened, my mom told me that it wasn't. Later on I found out from her she felt the same, as well as had it confirmed by my aunt. I wasn't sure if this was simply "fam trad" or family tradition, as psychic abilities pass from female to female on my fathers side. But I started to do research and realized that there was something more to explain why my obsessiveness for the occult/paranormal/ethereal was ever present.

I learned early that I was an empath. I didn't understand why I hurt, physically, when I was told stories that ailed my friends or family. It also extended to situations that I had no connection to. I can go on and on with the stories but I know without question that anyone reading this that is an indigo will understand.

I did not have a horrible childhood, but I was never understood and I still am not, but it doesn't bother me now. I went through a long time of "who am I...why am I this way?" I would think so long on it that it almost seemed to stop making sense.

Its been a long time search for me but I finally have found what I have been looking for. I truly believe that if I can get solid connections with other indigo's that life will probably improve without little effort.

I wanted to thank you for this post as well as the replies, they help me more then I can say.

With love,
Sydney

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hey indigos
by: tonyb

Hey everyone,

Reading the comments on this page I fell I can relate to what most of you are going thru. I am 36 yo M and my spiritual life and being is something that I have always struggled with because being more advanced spiritually, mentally, physically etc. means that more often than not you are going to be alone. Relationships with "normal people" can be frustrating or even destructive. Most people around me don't know were I am coming from so I feel that I have to dumb everything down. Others try to manipulate me so they can feed of my energy.
The good news is, these obstacles are becoming easier to overcome. I always try to keep in mind what our purpose is here. It is to learn and to teach!!! Remember we are all here for a purpose. The suffering we endure is here to make us stronger, smarter, more effective. Don't wallow in it use it!!!
Also, I feel it is high time we all came together and support one another. Feel free to contact me anytime. My e-mail is teton.skier at yahoomail. com.

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Alone
by: Stacy

Hello everyone, and Kaylee.

I just wanted to say what a solace it is to know I'm not the only one. My entire life I have been an outcast, black sheep, deemed everything from weird, strange, and gifted to bipolar. I am not bipolar, but I have always known I was "weird" or different. As a child and adolescent I was embarrassed and afraid of this and I socially withdrew a lot to avoid others noticing just how strange I really was. It was evident to me throughout childhood that others found me strange and unnerving at times and this really embarrassed me and hurt my feelings. As an adult, I am no longer embarrassed but I still know I am not understood and I often prefer to be alone. I too, feel that the vast majority of humanity is not only intellectually ignorant but astoundingly spiritually ignorant as well, aka: stupid. I won't rant about incredibly blind and stunted most people are. I too feel the need to help humanity and guide and heal people but I don't know how and trying to fit in here (on Earth) and mesh with the rest of humanity is difficult. I too feel as though I am waiting on something. I know I'm here for a reason, an important reason, but I have yet to receive any specific "call". So I just pray. I pray a lot, especially for guidance. I've been going through a tough time recently, and I didn't know why. Honestly I thought I was just crazy and starting to lose it, until I came to learn that I am indigo child too and as an adult I am making the transition from indigo to crystal. If you are an indigo, or crystal, you should visit the site www.starchild.com or you can google "indigo adult" and it should be the first site that comes up. I have found the site to be very helpful and comforting. Also, I strongly endorse as much prayer as possible because we are nearing 2012, and I do not believe that to be the end, but rather a dramatic shift in life as we know it. The cosmos are changing, thus we are changing too (it is evolution of the strongest kind, both spiritual and physical)and I have found that the changes are not always very comfortable or pleasurable. Pray for guidance and comfort and protection for yourself and others. Prayer is the most powerful thing you can do, it is a kind of meditation, and it is very effective, especially for us indigos and crystals. Talk to the archangel Michael too, he hears you too, and I believe he may be the overseer of indigos. He will help.

Hope I haven't sounded too incredibly crazy. And I wish you all the best, and I will be praying for us all so that we may come together as we are meant to and answer our call when we are supposed to, whatever that call is. :)

Love and Peace

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Indigo Adults
by: Kathy

Hi Kaylor and everyone:)
I have enjoyed reading your comments - being a 45 y/o Indigo adult i fully understand the blessing and challenges of "our" collective gifts.

I was also ostracized for my "gifts" as a child and subsequently was taught my abilities were shameful and not to be shared.

With that view in place i turned away from my own abilities and entered the "corporate" arena... 6 years ago, shifts and changes started occurring in my life - my "calling" became harder and harder to deny, but still i refused to see it for what it is... a blessing. I was told during that time by an amazing clairvoyant/numerologist that if i did not fulfill my destiny in this lifetime i would condemn a child (my soul) to go through the same childhood which i had experienced in the next lifetime...2 years ago i had a "minor" breakdown and shed the corporate "skin"... i am now a healer... and i am implementing processes and procedures within my life so that i may do that on a full time basis. I now have support from my Indigo friends who appeared in my life once i accepted who i was... and now individually and collectively we are helping others.
If you wish to correspond with me further please do so via email: katemb 66 @ hotmail. com
Love, Light and Laughter...
"Trust in the universe (sic) and the truth will be revealed"...

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Young adult :)
by: Iulia

Hi everyone!
I`v found out i`m an indigo more than 1year ago and i still don`t know what to do with it!!I got answers for a lot of questions that were bothering me since i was 5!Many strange things happening to me without any logical explanation..many things that i kept hidden from my family just because at some point i tough they will think i`m insane!I even started to think that something`s wrong with me until i understood that things that were happening were not influence by me!It took quite a while to understand that and now things are clear...i know why!I`v got the answers!
Still...i know i need to accomplish my mission...i know i have to do an important thing...i have a goal but i`m blind...i can`t see it...don`t know where to start from!!i feel isolated...i feel like looking for something without having any idea where about it may be!!This makes me angry and restless like i`m lost somewhere in this superficial world full of stereotypes living after this superficial rules.I feel like i`m living someone else's life...like this is not mine!!!
I think i just need some help..maybe someone who`s like me...to share this feelings with...!
PS:someone was saying about getting all together and start the `conquer`..well i haven`t found my place in the crew yet but i will definitely join you!!;)...and an other thing...some people are scared of death here...let me tell u that WE NEVER DIE!!!
my e-mail: indigo953 @ gmail . com

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I just found out
by: Anonymous

I just found out that I am an Indigo Child. I spent the past two days putting everything together and it makes a lot of sense. But, why do we have a purpose ... but none of us know what it is? Also, does anyone know how I can find other Indigos to speak with ... I can't see Auras, and I'm not going to go around asking people if I feel they may be!

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You're not alone
by: Léanne

Hi Kaylor, just like many others I recognise so much of what you're saying. I often said that people seem so stupid. A nuance would be that most people just don't think for themselves, it's a shame, since it makes sure that they won't understand us. The feeling of waiting for something; I definitely recognize it. The journey seems so long, but I also know somewhere, that it's worth it. It does help to know I'm not alone in this. All though I've always been very spiritual, I'm also very critical and never just believe something. I grew up knowing about wiccans who are pretty down to earth, but things like indigo's seemed new-agy and way to floaty for my taste. I'm still trying to shake that feeling, because I recognize that it's just not about that. It's a lable people have placed upon it. Maybe being an indigo is actually completely normal and the rest of the people are weird ;).

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I Know Our Purpose
by: Konrad McKane

We must unite and become cocreators of the world we want to live in. We must enact our inalienable rights. Watch zeitgeist addendum and you'll learn the answers. Research Jacque Fresco and the venus project and you'll discover a hope for the future.

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The Earliest Indigos
by: diane

I'm 56 and (believe it or not) I'm an indigo. I read that some of us came very early to make way for the influx of indigos in later years. Life has been very difficult because when I was young people had no healthy concept of spirituality. It was all devil-stuff. My parents were afraid of me and my mother did her best to beat the spirit out of me. Reading about indigos helps me to accept myself a little more and has encouraged me to develop my gifts -- of which are many. THANK GOD, I have a wonderful and comforting spiritual guide.

As an Indigo Adult, you have a much better "self-identity sense" than I had. This is so because there are many people on Earth now who understand you, and because there is a lot of information you can read about dealing with the energies in and around you. I was called demon. You can find the acceptance I never did. That, my dear sweet indigo, is a blessing. My advice: Follow the spiritual/ creative path and you will shine. And, remember to find people like yourself. Your 7 life path (I am a 7 too) will cause you to want to be alone... but don't do it. Learn personal boundaries instead, and make friends with people who understand your desire for "alone time." Alone time feeds 7s. Loneliness hurts them.

Bless you, baby! :-)

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heyyy
by: mel

well ive known for a few years now that i am an indigo adult but i dont know what to do now..... i am having a lot of trouble figuring out where to go from here... i keep feeling like it will happen how its supposed to but sometimes i doubt myself and all that and maybe i have to make a big move in my own life and figure out what that is somehow....... anyways anyone who has any wisdom or ideas or thoughts to share with someone like me i would definitely appreciate anything~ im just glad theres a way for me to communicate with other people who feel completely like i do... ill never forget the moment i found out about indigos and that i was one.. it all made and makes soo much more sense to me than anything in this world ever has... :) also my email is melelstodAThotmailDOTcom

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One more thing..
by: Robert J Jones JR

Sorry about double posting, but I forgot to say this in my other,and would like to have it said.

Like I had mentioned, if we were to all unite, or establish personal communication, I truly do feel that all of these feelings of hardship and struggle would soon dissapear. It's alot like if a Lion were to try to live with a pack of wolves, so to speak. Finding clarity in what our purpose is, and sharing our gifts with the world is how our "song will be sung". I felt the same as you about dying before anyone ever truly knows my potential, and I think the same goes for alot of the people on this website. Anyways, I am always available to talk to people, and would like to speak with more Indigos! My e-mail is ordo_magnus @ yahoo .com, which works with both yahoo messenger and MSN Messenger. (email spaced to block spam bots)

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We are definitely all one of the same.
by: Robert J. Jones JR

The more I am reading other posts, the more I am seeing that we are all indeed of this one "tribe" or "unity consciousness". Everything I am reading is identical to what I had initially tried to write myself that was too long to be posted. And I had written it before reading any of the other posts. I strongly sense that the time is near that we will be gathering together, as you had asked. I sense a strong connection with everyone whom I have read from so far tonight, and can only imagine that if we were to be in the same vicinity, interacting with one another, all of us would truly see what it is we sense we are meant to do. I Feel the same about people as you do, and I am beginning to believe that this is because we are not meant to regress to thier mean, but rather dwell amongst our own kind to truly reach our potential as a collective.

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same page
by: Jacqui

Hi Kaylor
its so strange i have had a very similar experience with this as you have. I have also just discovered being an Indigo adult and have purpose for a long time i dont know what i should do or what i want to do with my life, as you so aptly put it 'i dont want to die with my song still in me.' am afraid i have no words of wisdom for you just thought i would let you know that you're not alone
J

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Looking for Indigo Adult friends (ONLY)
by: Pearley

Hi Kaylor I am a Indigo Adult also. I am inspired by your story very nice, Our life's seem a lot like mines. I just found out also 2 days also 2 days ago by a Psychic. I am looking for a friend to talk to. I am so confused of what to do now can you help me. Please email me or anyone else reading this column. Here is my email address PearlDurley @ hotmail .com Thank you!

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Join our Indigo family & friends circle...
by: Kaylor

Hi Everyone,
Steph and I are becoming GREAT friends, and Indigo sisters! We just email each other, and be supportive of what ever is going on in our lives. We share any new information we find on Indigos.

You can tell your friends anything, and they still love you anyway! It's what friends do! You can tell your Indigo friends anything, and they won't look at you like you're nuts! :) They understand! They have hugs when you need them! They're your SOFT PLACE TO LAND!!! :)

With family....and friends..the more the merrier! You're welcome to join us! We'd LOVE
to have you! :) WELCOME HOME INDIGO!

Email me at kaylor AT cybrzn DOTcom (email spaced to block spambots)

I'll leave the light on for you! :)

Unconditional Love,
XOXOXO
Kaylor

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Hi Gianna.......
by: Kaylor

Hi Gianna,
Thank you for your post! At least I don't feel like I'm the only one with only one oar in the water! :O Thank you for that!
Hugs,
Kaylor

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Man...
by: Gianna Volpe

I know -exactly- how you feel.

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YES, LETS!
by: Anonymous

Kaylor,

I've been hearing the call for us to get together and "do something." Wanna explore that with me?? I don't have more than one indigo adult friend, and he's not currently into the whole thing...

here is my email:

stmcc001 @ mail . goucher . edu

(Email spaced apart so spam bots do not pick it up)

muchh love
steph

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