Cry Laugh Scream I'm Indigo

by Alana
(California)

Yesterday I came across the term "Indigo child" for the first time. I read everything I could on it, eyes widening and jaw dropping more and more as I came to the realization that I am Indigo. The moment I read the characteristics everything seemed to fall into place. I wanted to cry! I wanted to laugh! I wanted to scream!

I remember sleepless nights spent in utter despair because I hated the world. I would think "I don't want to be here!! everybody is so materialistic and judgmental and rude! Why can't they see the beauty in the world??? I'm not like them at all and I just want to leave! Why am I here????" But other days I would just as soon see the great promise humanity holds if they were just steered in the right direction. I've always wanted to know why I was here because I knew it wasn't to pass high school, go to college, get a 9-5 and a supportive husband. I've never wanted that at all.

I want to know what I'm supposed to be doing to fulfill my Indigo role. I'm not a "sunny rainbow and daffodils" kind of person so when I read the kind of stuff saying that Indigos could do things like smile at people randomly or go up and talk with someone who looks down. I just felt it wasn't for me. I mean, If I were feeling down, I wouldn't want to talk to anyone. So why would I disturb this already disturbed person, ya know? Jeesh, I just don't know what I'm supposed to be doing here. Even though I'm 100 times less stressed with the knawing question, "why the heck am I so different?" I have a new question know. "What the heck am I supposed to DO???" I guess answers will come with time.

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Nov 01, 2010
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We are never in control
by: Ms.Starr

The thing you need to understand is we are not in control. It was written we follow a path and soon find where you need to be. It is like you found this sight. You were lead here. Our spirits are with us every moment of every day. You have to learn to listen to them. Like when you know some one you met is just not right but can't put your finger on why. That is them warming you. You follow your heart. Read what you can, find others like you. I had that, my mother and aunt are also readers. So they helpped me a great deal. With a simple prayer you guide will enter your dream state and you can speak to them and ask questions. It may take a while to get used to, but it helps. Ask in the prayer for our heavenly father/mother to send you your guide, and thank himher for the day. I hope I was of some help.

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