Fairy Language of Indigo Child
by Carvan Craft
(Anderson, South Carolina, United States of America)
I recently started to look up other religious views to find out what I truly believe and found out that I'm an Indigo Child. I've realized that computers have a hard time working correctly around me, streetlights either go out or light up when I pass them, I can feel what others are feeling (see into their true soul), I see auras and ghosts, and have extremely vivid dreams of other worlds, other people, and ghosts that enter my dreams.
The only ghosts in true form I have seen are my dead pets. However, my roommate's ghost walked into my dream once, and although I have never seen him in person, my roommate said I described him perfectly (b/c she's seen him). I've always felt different. My mom says I used to talk in my sleep in a different language and make up languages, I used to call mine "Fairy Language", and I was always fascinated with the stars and had a gift with animals. I've always had average grades, however, I've felt like I was smarter than what the paper showed, even my dad told me that. I have anxiety about many things: social, tests, I even rock in my sleep and have anxiety ticks. I was constantly made fun of in school for drawing fairies, making up languages, and my anxiety ticks.
Sometimes I'd have romanticized dark thoughts... or some were just incredibly bloody daydreams, dreams, or thoughts/visions. I'll get Deja Vu frequently and remember that I had dreamed of a place in which I have never been before months or years before I have been there.
So many things I have yet to know about myself. Even the Chi Gong lady, who I had my first lesson with, said I was incredibly wise, intelligent, and spiritually-balanced for my age (which is 19). I'm only a sophomore in college, but my boyfriend who is twenty three seems much younger than me in comparison. I have a hard time making friends unless they are deep and mature like me. Thank God I found a few old souls with whom I can pal around with! I hope to grow spiritually and let my Core Star (or inner soul) shine bright!