(Rockland, MA, USA)
I am now at what should be my golden years, but a few years ago I thought at first I had CFS and fibromyalgia. But more things began to change. I realized I was an empath. On all tests I am a Universal. It was not that strange things did not happen years ago, for even at a toddler age, I would see a brown whirlwind above me before bed and know I would have some weird out dream. Even before I could talk I remember being ill a few times and my Dad giving me a chocolate bottle or a chocolate bar. I ate it, thinking he was so nice to do that, but I did not like chocolate. Childhood was fairly normal. I was restricted though now from certain events like when being pregnant my Mom would not allow me to go to a wake of my Uncle's. My dad kept me away from anything psychic just saying it is against our religion.
I can remember as a teen having a very bad diagnosis and went to a very special clinic well known for their top notched Doctors. I saw so many different Dr's. I even saw the psychiatrist there for one visit. I just remember him telling my parents, she is different her sensitivity is very high. These words I should not of heard. They begged me to go into the hospital for treatment, I refused. The next batch of blood work was different. I still had to build myself up, but in no way was it a disease now curable then not so.
Then I had children. My Mom passed. That is when we all recognized things happening. Like toys flying in the air. The bright light trying to engulf me. So we all became a bit frightened of these first things we think of us demons. But now I know it is far from the truth. For some reason when I saw a light on my wall change into a circle spinning toward me in bed. I saw my one and a half year old Golden Retriever jump up on to it to snap it like trying to catch a fly. To me it looked like cut up paper. That is when I knew what I was hearing, and starting to see was not any demon like entity and it was not my imagination. My pup saw what I heard and she even makes me alert to things I should look at. When pictures started to fly off my walls not at once I knew some energy was doing this.
I cannot wear a watch, I stop them. I used to think I would internally combust with the electricity high within me. Then a voice I heard one sentence, to call a relative they were dying. I did call that night but it was not until three days later they were taken to the hospital. All testing showed cancer that had spread everywhere. She was basically with hospice not even a week when she passed. I just kept on asking myself why at my age retired from nursing early. Now if I see that dark marking on the wall, I spin my finger and I created a paper whirlwind. Again my pup jumped up, but this time I just said it's me. She just let it happen. I took a picture of a mist I saw. On editing it on my cell phone it turned into like a video taken. I asked my husband look there are people here look at the bird flying back and forth. Not realizing for some reason it was like my eye lashes when I blinked that was the bird. It looked like my home but something was different. A window appeared next to my front door and I watched a woman my age in jeans going out it. I then another time edited that picture and noticed a reddish hue which looked like a sheer curtain. Then I noticed the picture on my wall, which my husband seen as a dog, but it was not a picture of my passed dogs there. Then I noticed a window above my hallway stairs. It was white. My husband said that is the bathroom window. I said look where you are looking. He gets nervous of these new things happening to me.
What really made me feel better was just looking online and Albert Einstein's beliefs showed up. It was his beliefs of Empaths. His belief was it is always with you, but not til later in life do you start to feel it and your DNA changes. It no longer frightens me, for when I took it head on it was like some of the things that happened and I could go on and on was a boot to awaken to who I am. I have a tape I took for when I got so fatigued, I was scheduled for 3 sleep studies. I just wanted to see if I snore. I had a dream, almost semi-conscious that there were people in the house and the woman sitting over on the loveseat came up to put her hands around my throat. I thought dreaming hurry up wake up. I was alone that evening. Everything shut off. The next morning the tape was still going. I played it back. What I heard to me was a nightmare. I sent that tape to a paranormal expert of 34 years. She was a bit baffled, but was advised by another to tell me not to tape or do evps. It was like I was a magnet. She first said maybe automatic electrical voices. Then said live. But said put it behind me and enjoy my grandchildren. I know what I said is not much for there is so much to tell. I now met a minister of a non-denomination; I told her mostly all that happened recently. Yes, I am an Empath. She told me I was sent to her for I am a lightworker also. I took a meditation course of hers. I am enrolled in a certification program to read Angel Cards and get some more insight of me. I then plan to attend her class of the Souls Journey.
I do not always hear or see visions either. I am just an ordinary older woman like anyone else. Except even going to a wake or funeral puts me out in bed for at least 3 days. I pick up on other emotions, literally. I always wondered why all these years all my friends called me with their problems and in stores I meet at least 3 people and they tell me their life’s story. They feel better after, me I feel like a truck hit me. I know one thing though when we pass our bodies might disintegrate, but not our energy, atoms or whatever we have. I go by the Golden Rule in Life. Respect all that is living even our trees for we are not the only important things created in this planet. Another time will type more specifics. Most like to hear scary tales and paranormal events. I have plenty of them too. Like of spiders, left here by one of my granddaughter. This is not your normal spider either. It had dark brown locks and big caring eyes. I think I scared him or her away. Looks were changed to please me as she huddled behind something not to frighten me. That is for another time.
Blessings to All, Light to All, Love to All, and may We All Finally End our differences and End our Wars.
Will find out how to send pictures too for you all.