I had been dating this guy for six months and spent a lot of time at his apartment. I got really comfortable in his apartment. One day I was lying in bed at his apartment just zoning out but also thinking in my own little world. I thought about random stuff, like what if there was a fire in the apartment figuring out if the place got burn down it would start at a certain corner. And most likely the restroom would be safe spot! Even creating escape routes if anything like that would happen.
It went on for three months of me thinking I am just overthinking! Before I would go to work I would check all appliances and make sure everything was turned off. I even thought of changing the apartment around to have good flow of energy. The very last day I told him that it's not good to live on bottom level of apartment cause I felt that the energy upstairs was too heavy and pushing downward! I told him next time don't live on bottom floor.
And so that day I went home and slept at my house because he went out that night and ended up sleeping at his friend’s house. Something he usually would not do! All that night while sleeping at my house I tossed and turned a lot. I was feeling hot flashes all night like I was burning up, like something was wrong, but I wasn't sure.
Next morning I woke up and called him and was wondering why he didn’t pick up my call. So I drove to his apartment because I was worried as he always picks up my calls. When I got to his apartment I was freaked out to find it was burnt from the top floor through the second floor to his apartment too! Eventually he called me and told me that he is alive and that he was not home when it burn down.
I tried to talk to him but he started thinking a lot about all the things I told him about bad Feng Shui. So since then I’ve freaked myself out and really haven’t tried to use my intuition. It's been almost a year since the fire. I’m still trying to figure if I should believe myself again because I am afraid of bad things happening.
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