Since middle school (I am now in high school)I have always felt here but not exactly here. I feel like I am inbetween living and dead. Present but not in the full picture. I don't know if anyone else on here has felt that way but it's just a constant going through each day feeling like this, wondering who I am and what I am here for. I've lived each day wonder what's going on and who can I help? I'm known by friends as funny, caring and the light to everyone's candle. I keep people up even if they are low. I have hidden many things this being one from friends and family and I can't figure out why I am this way.
Some other things I hidden from others is the fact I can see and talk to spirits, I can detect things WAY before they happen and much more. I don't know if just feeling like I am neither dead nor alive is normal or if it's something bad or good. I've never found explinations and my good friend, who is also a psychic, doesn't seem to know either. I was wondering if anyone has or knows of this experience of feeling neither dead nor alive.
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