Ok please take the time to read this because I need answers. I don’t know what age I was but as far back as I can remember there has always been this shadow figure following me around when I was a little kid. Doesn’t matter what I was doing or where I was. There has been this shadow figure that only I can see just always standing there watching me. Almost on a daily basis. I have tried to run after him from time to time but when I hit a dead end he was just gone. When I was little I also had a lot of vivid dreams about spirits. They were so real and happened on a weekly basis that I would actually sleep walk all the time. This scared my parents to death. I would wake up outside and in the most random places. It got to the point they had to constantly check up on me. What does all that mean?
When I was in entering my teen years until I was 19 things began to change. I started having dreams in the middle of the day while I was awake. I would see events happening but I was awake and then when I came to I was doing what I was doing before without fail. So when I had these vivid dreams in the middle of the day it didn’t effect what I was currently doing. This scared me a lot growing up but I just said I was daydreaming to people because they said sometimes I looked like a empty shell. The truth is I was having one of those dreams. At this point that shadow figure was gone and I never saw him again but that didn’t mean there weren’t people there. I would swear that there would be people right there I would be talking to and then I turn around for a second then they were gone. Just one thing when I would have these dreams 70% of the time they were about people I know and I would tell them and they have always been right. I mean always. I also had these strong feeling when something bad was going to happen and to who it was going to happen to. And I would approach them and tell them to be careful but when I got these feelings I knew it would happen within the next 24hours but I didn’t know what and when it would. Just know something will happen.
Ok when I turned 20 I joined the military and the whole time I was in the military all this psychic stuff just stopped. Like it never happened the first 20 years of my life. But I have recently been out for the past two months and about a month ago it has started again. I don’t know what is going on but when I approached my dad about it he said that our family has a history of being psychic. I honestly don’t know what to believe but my grandma jumped in on the conversation and she told me she’s psychic for the first time and what she told me is exactly what is happening to me. I don’t believe in this but it’s become too real to me to just ignore. That’s why I’m looking for answers. What is it that I have? How can I stop it? What is it called? Need answers.
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