Indigo Psychic Adult
(Arnold, MD USA)
From a small child and into the present I have had/have so many experiences, feelings, knowing, seeing- many things to include: light orbs, shadows, beings/entities, events. I have dreams and feel things about people and places that I don't even know.
I'm extremely emphatic and I pick up on so many things. I know this is a gift, but it's a double edge sword. Without it I don't know how I'd maneuver through this life. But, then again, having this gift is so very hard to just be and fit in. I am a redhead and I have sensitive skin, sensitive to chemicals, EVERYTHING within and around me. I'm the epitome of "Princess and the Pea."
My energy seems to effect machines and anything electrical. (Only when I get upset.) At first the folks at work didn't believe that, but now they see.
I am a Certified Occupational Therapy Assistant working with the elderly. I have a very special connection with the geriatric population. They know (especially the ones close to transition) that I am a genuine person. They will say "Honey, you know, you aren't like other people. You are real, like an angel.")
Because I can feel most things, I have frightened off many of my boyfriends/friends only to receive calls, years later, with an apology stating that I always knew what was up and it scared them.
When I was 20, I "asked" not to see entities, but that it was alright to feel them.
I have a very hard time, with people of authority/work managers as I can feel when they are BS-ing me. They feel I am trying to be difficult, when I am just responding to what is being presented to me.
I would like to learn to channel this gift and use it for not only good, but stop picking up other people's negativity as I have a difficult time determining if it's mine or theirs.
I feel most at peace in the mountains and around trees. I also have a special connection with animals, etc. As some birds and frogs, etc. will let me pick them up in my hands.
I also feel presences around me, mostly gentle and kind. Sort of like a protection. I just tell the other's to go away and that they are no longer needed here and bless them on their way.
I have so many strange connections to people and people they know, it makes my head spin. Very unusual connections.
Any comments? I sure could use a kindred spirit (on this plane.)
With light, Renee