Blocked Indigo Energy
by Jeremy Kastner
(San luis Obispo, CA, US)
I know I’m an indigo and there’s something blocking my energy. About 2 months ago, I discovered I was an Indigo through a friend showing me about the ascension on you tube. (I got HOOKED) I watched numerous movies and stumbled upon indigo children, and then I discovered that I am NO DOUBT an indigo adult. (I burst into tears and felt as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders knowing WHY I am the way I am.)
I have what our society calls "A.D.D.". Call me paranoid, but the government has been trying to control it with medications so I don't discover my true power. But now I know why I have suicidal thoughts that I would never act on and a strong URGE to heal people and too many other abnormal qualities to list.
Now that I know that I have a gift, I have concluded that I am in trouble after many failed attempts to perceive and focus energy, and meditate for more than 5 seconds. I cannot for the good life of me FOCUS for any period of time!!
I love everyone, even my enemies... I want to heal people. I feel like I CAN heal people, but I DON'T know how. I feel like there is something in the way...
... and I REALLY don't know what it is.
I want to be my full potential, for I have been completely unable to spread the love I have for all through any means at all.
I need help, I have a very open mind, and I welcome ANY help.
I can be reached at johmeymob AT aol.com (email spaced to block spambots)
Thank you very much!