Blue Aura Child
My name is Anastasia, currently I am 16 years young and ever since I was really little I have always had a hunch or some force telling me that I am extraordinary and I am the chosen one or one of the chosen ones. I have never responded to authority I think that Christianity is false and same with all other aspects that our society has bragged to be so wonderful.
I am in high school and it is difficult to express my full potential as an indigo. There are things that I know of or happen that I know reasons why they happen I just can’t get them into words...its like being an indigo is a different language to the rest of society. I believe that we all need to heal and that nobody is realizing it. I spend all of my time trying to heal my past lives and my body and I need help I need someone like me to help me, but my parents don’t believe in the same beliefs that I do... so it makes it hard.. But I am grateful for my sister and my brother and the rest of my family as well; just a little bit more grateful for my siblings.
Anyway since I am an indigo I see things that could be done so much better in our society and it makes me depressed, angry and many other emotions. I am on a deep quest for internal and outer beauty... I just need some motivation and some indigo friends to help me and to talk to so that I can organize my true purpose and to get rid of confusion that has been making me talk circles to people who aren't like me.
I can see and feel auras of people and I am seeking truth, I want the truth, I can tell sometimes of what bothers people just by their aura and expression. The bible lies and society lies, I want the truth. I am gradually learning the truth but I need some coaching. Sometimes I question if I am an indigo, I am pretty sure I am. Sometimes I think I am a platinum indigo, but I don’t know if I have been through enough.
Sometimes I think that my spirit was chosen and sent to earth because I can see the things that the earthlings need to see. Was I sent here because I was one of the wisest spirits? When I get in a whirlwind of negative emotions I keep saying to myself (out of no where) "I want to go home" I think this means that I am from another dimension or universe. I don’t like what these humans (...even though I am one, but I consider myself just a spirit) have done to this beautiful planet.
I know this story might be a bit confusing to read or at least I think it is. It sure is a bunch of different emotions for me and I don’t know why.