Dutch Indigo Child
From when I was born, I was like a little monster, at 9 months I was starting to speak, at 11 to walking, at 2 years swimming and at 3 writing. My mother told me that I was wired totally different to the other children. She was also scared, because more than one time, I told her about situations, that for sure, I never heard anything about. I was dreaming about my cousin falling off the bike, and it was true. I’d see many things like that, good and bad.. but my Mother preferred to hide everything, forget everything..
I was brilliant, but hyperactive. And I was a very bad student. Now I’m 25, and for all my life I felt different, and I had a lot of problems with myself. I was doing things that I hate, I was mad, depressed.. but I didn’t know why and what to do.
Now as I read for the first time about the indigo children my life is changing. I don't feel alone anymore. I know that there are some that understand me.
I still don't know very well what to do, but I’m on my way! I’m learning as much as I can about this, and I’m trying to have back my gift, but I don't know if they are destroyed, from wrong influence and wrong society.
Help me if you can!