(Eau Claire USA)
I know without a doubt I'm an indigo. I've known since I was a very young child but didn't have the label 'indigo' to give it. I very vividly remember making my agreement to come here and that it was my choice and was told it would be difficult very difficult, that it had something to do with bringing two different worlds together.
This was derived from an out of body experience into the cosmos when I was three years old, practicing a fall asleep ritual I called watching movies (in my pressed on eye sockets) at bedtime.
When I was told by a therapist after our first meeting, to check out indigo child information, not so long ago, it was like a thousand memories exploding in my mind; the verification of all that has happened in my life. I have very many scattered LARGE ideas of what I want to do in my life. I'm dumbfounded about where to start. I have a hard time developing my psychic skills as it is hard to sit and focus on one thing.
I very often dream a couple days into the future, where I sporadically pick up psychic info. I have extreme sensitivity to electronics, they seem to stop working in my presence, or I am able to change the station simply by moving my hand in front of the radio on many (mostly older) stereos. Also, CLOCKS DO NOT WORK AROUND ME, and if not at first, even a brand new clock will stop working shortly after bought.
It's been almost funny to observe. I have a knack for picking up visual language of what someone is talking about...very understanding...where do I start, what do I do? I'm a single mother and 25 years old. God has not paved a clear path for me by any means, rather given me a machete to make one, so I have no shortage of situations preventing me from taking full action and trying to balance everything is seemingly impossible for me at this time.
I absolutely need to dissect every situation to understand the equation of things rather than just trust the answer and I feel that this is greatly frustrating that I can't just be simple and let things work out, I will attract, for example, money, job, a situation to myself and I get it, I see how I made it happen, but then comes the doubt of doing it again, it changes with my mood, and my mood changes far too often.
I do appreciate all this in retrospect, however I have a hard time relaxing and trusting the moment usually. I connect with very few people around here and I'm desperately reaching out to someone that has been there and has advice. Thank you so much for your time, even if it was only to vent my frustration somewhere and nothing beyond, it's helped.