What is my purpose in this terrible hateful world we all live in? That is the question I often ask myself. All my life, I've felt that I have a purpose in making the world a better place but I have no clue where to start or what to do. I’m 18 years old now. I live with my family and I am currently going to college but as my schooling is progressing I find myself growing bored of the repetition of daily obligations towards being a successful person.
Constantly I hear from my grandmother. “You’ll never be successful in life without an education. You need to go to college to get a well paying job. Then you can raise a family."
The thing is that I'm not the selfish type. I want to do things more for others rather than myself/my own personal benefit. Sometimes I feel trapped with this type of life. But I know I’m not trapped. I can break free from this section of my life any time I choose. I really do want to, but I don’t want to hurt the ones I love.
Right now I’m just waiting for an opportunity to spread my wings and share my love.