Indigo Visualisation Exercises
by Indigo Warrior
Hi everyone, I'm sorry if this post is a bit too long, I'm afraid it will be, yet I think this is very important.
I'm in my early thirties and I'm an Indigo. This is hard to admit for me because I didn't want to have anything to do with this kind of stuff. But destiny is destiny and I feel better now that I have accepted it.
I have always been a kind and sensitive person, since childhood, intelligent and strong. My parents are transparent, innocent and loving and I feel very fortunate for that, and we live very deeply involved in a religious environment (the very virtuous and earthly type, so we are lucky) We don't lack spiritual contact and protection and a sound basis for our lives.
Yet outside that protective circle... my life has been an utter and absolute hell. It happens that I have the ability to attract negative energy and people very powerfully, as a natural thing! This I know now and I can manage but before... I still can't believe I survived!
I am young but I have already been involved with five abusing men, who hit me, insulted me, harassed me and put me down. Two other guys threatened me and harassed my house and sent me emails telling me that they would kill me (they didn't know each other, in fact they were from different countries. So what a nasty coincidence!) A 'friend' of my poor and innocent parents sort of thirty years older than me even attempted sexual abuse on me! At every one of my jobs I was mobbed by envious people and at school I was always bullied. My girl friends stole the boys I liked from me before my very face, put me down, at my back and before my face, and used me for contrast (you know, I was the 'Ugly Betty' one, always) I also went to meditation and 'therapeutic' groups which later I saw that they had sectarian ideas and also threatened me... madness.
I'm no masochist. All these people looked completely normal at first. But then they changed, horribly, into the worst of mankind. And then they wouldn't let me go by no means.
By my late twenties I stopped going out of my house. I thought life was a living hell and that everybody was nuts. And I started to take my life. You know, you don't really need ropes or guns or poison, you only need to pull your soul away from you, slowly but firmly. You don't even need to be psychic to do that. It's a question of attitude.
But fortunately I saw on the internet information about Indigos. I took a test on a Spanish web and I scored more than 80% Indigo and Crystal. I thought that that was an awful lot and I decided that I would seek help. Yet there is a lot of information about Indigo children but not so much about Indigo adults. So I had to go through it all by myself. Invaluable help: the Silva method advised in this very page. It helped me get finally in contact with my essence and intuition.
It turns out I have the natural ability to trans-mutate old dense energy, so that's why it came to me naturally (at some point, I had believed that I was jinxed or doomed or that deep in my heart I was truly evil or whatever!)
Please let me give you some advice and visualizations that helped me, if you are an Indigo they could be helpful to you as well:
1 - Develop your psychic abilities. It is frightening but a must do. To me, being an Indigo is similar to being a shaman, at least in this aspect. Shamans are chosen by the spirits and they can't refuse, otherwise they go mad. I truly believe that unless an Indigo accepts his essence and works on it his life goes nuts. There are many things one can do nowadays, for example Reiki, bioenergy or biodance, kinesiology... whatever
2 - Protect yourself. There are many visualization techniques that work an awful lot. You can visualize angels, gods or goddesses, being inside a cylinder of light... there are many techniques. My favorite one is visualizing the Ouroboros snake (you can Google it) circling around my aura, protecting me from any unwanted or harmful energy. It truly works.
3 - Work hard to cleanse yourself. Do yoga, tai chi, tao exercises, whatever. Stay in contact with nature and develop your faith! This is very important. The more love and faith you have, the less afraid you will be from yourself and your surroundings. It is very important to rise your vibration and synchronize with the Indigo frequency. This can mean painful changes but it is for the better.
4 - Energize yourself. You are an Indigo so take profit from it! Visualize yourself being filled with beautiful indigo energy as you breathe, coming directly from the sacred origin of all energy, our origin. Being involved in so much conflict can really make you feel like shht! So be strong and always remember your purpose in life. It is not to be cool and popular at school but to be a Warrior of the Light! Isn't that far more interesting?
5 - Tachyon energy helps an awful lot and can truly change your life for the better!
6 - Ho'oponopono techniques. They are AWESOME! You can Google them and you will find a lot of free information. Highly highly recommended.
7 - Remember: most people simply CAN'T love as you do. But this doesn't mean that they don't love you! I have felt desperately lonely these last thirty years, but it was only my perception. I really believed nobody loved me (and furthermore... some of them even tried to destroy me! What a sh!) But they did love me, most of them! They loved me at their utmost inside their possibilities. It is us who have to make an effort to understand this and not expect too much from others.
8 - If you are the jinxed type of Indigo like me (I hope not, truly...) get hold of a cat. Cats transmutate dense energy by nature. I have a cat and he is truly like a big brother, he helps me transmutate and I can always count on his sweet relaxed gaze and know that everything is okay even in the middle of the most deranging madness.
9 - Keep a lot of contact with nature, especially water. Keep plants, they also help transmutate. You can see in plants how life grows strongly from old and dirty energy. Rely on sacred symbols, OM or mantras or whatever you like because they all work. Crystals and gems are also powerful allies, and help a lot in grounding. They also transmutate. I also work with Tibetan Singing Bowls. They are all powerful allies. The vibration of the singing bowls empowers your thoughts till the very ends of the universe!
10 - Remember, and this is difficult, that the best way to invest rage is in prayer asking for the harmful energy to be transmutated. Visualize a tunnel of white light at the left side of the harmful people or energy and pray for that dense energy to go to the Highest Light to be transmutated through that tunnel. You will be AMAZED by the results. Remember that people are NOT harmful, it is the type of energy they are breeding, that can be harmful or healing, so it makes no sense to say X person is sh! Because it is not true and also bad karma for yourself.
Sometimes destiny is tough! Mine is being an Indigo that deals directly with dense energy... and I hate it! Really! I would LOVE and GIVE ANYTHING in the world to be a normal person! But I am learning slowly to accept my task, sometimes I even enjoy it. Surprisingly enough, those who hurt me so deeply in the past have become my allies. I visualize them and each one of them represents one aspect of old energy to be transmutated. When I face harmful energy again, I visualize them and then I start working in MYSELF, in the old energy in myself that attracts that from the outside, and I pray for the Light and in healing within myself so that it is mirrored in the outside world, and those allies from my past are now like channels that help me focus (they are quite willing to do that... at least in my visualizations!)
Well enough chatter! I hope this was useful. Lots of love and light for you mates! My best wishes.