In So Deep
I'm a Pisces slash addict. I tend to get addicted to people, places, and things. I am often very entertaining to people sometimes to be insatiable and inaccurate to the point i have overwhelmed myself into a overloaded hard drive ready to burn out at any minute.
I'm obsessive, compulsive,and disorderly willful to the dying they consider it needy to a fix of some kind of people pleasing euphoria that is just not for me.you get it I'm a fish serpentine to a rock in a cold world.
I've had a 9 year life sentence full of active decision making that is unhealthy to the flesh. I see visions when I shut my eyes that are mostly of swords,lions,blood,fish,made up animated characters sort of like street fighter or mortal combat, I also see hearts.
Is there any one else out there like me i can three d animate in my head and still haven't figured out if people can see or hear my thoughts its really a question that has not been answered.
So I see a shrink and tell her my pressures how I feel how I'm doing about my love life and so forth.
I also have a strong tendency to think my life will be cut short of heart disease its not a fact but i feel halfway there and halfway gone.