Troubled Aquarius Indigo Child
Aquarius Indigo Children
I'm a young South African Indigo Girl born under the aquarius sign. For as long as I can remember I've always felt like I don't belong, its actually resulted in depression and suicidal attempts for years now. I've grown out of that though and found a place to belong to, and its within myself, within my mind, but I have also found myself shutting the rest of the world out and not letting anybody in.
No one understands my beliefs and the way I view things, there have been multiple times where I feel like I am in fact a bit too gentle, too soft and naive that people juts say and do whatever they want to me because I am so soft.
How do you find the perfect balance between accepting the low density behaviours of society and your own higher vibrational frequency? Do you just cut people off of your life and move on? I don't want leave anyone behind, but I feel as though they are the only people that are going to slow down my progress.
I want to belong, I need to feel like I fit in for once I would love to just be amongst people who are just genuinely good natured.
South Africa is a very beautiful place, but I also feel like I'm faced with hard challenges that people think is a norm. People in my neighborhood kill each other everyday for pointless things, they are all very angry and I can't always block out their energies, please help!